Please Don't Give Up- [Shanexoc]

Chapter 16 Distractions

Shane sat petting Sonic has the other grabbed the food bag, has soon has the chicken saw it, they all ran to Ian, the older being left alone yet again. After feeding the chickens they went back inside the house, Shane didn't felt well. So he slowly took off his jacket and shoes before moving upstairs, noticing this, Ian, that right now couldn't go cheer him up because he had some accounting to do, simply said.

Ian: If you're going upstairs to lay down, you can go to my room. At least there you can watch tv.

Silence followed, has he went upstairs. Ian sighed, he knew the other could be blunt sometimes, but to him it always felt like the taller was struggling when he did so. He sighed. He tried to get done whit his responsibilities has fast has possible, then moving upstairs. The farmer slowly opened the door,seeing the other laying on top of the covers watching tv. Ian sat besides him, petting his hair.

Ian: How are you feeling, love?

Shane: Like shit.

Ian: Is there anything I can do to help?

Shane: Just distract me.- an idea came to the other's head, he kneeled besides him, looking the taller in the eyes.

Ian: Distract you by talking or something else?

Shane: Something else...- he replied catching what the other said. Ian leaned down kissing him softly, has he played whit the other's hair. After a few minutes he pulled away, the other looking completely starstruck. Ian chuckled, Shane looked so cute. The younger put his hand on the other's chest rubbing circles before sliding down.

Ian: Do you want more?...- the other nodded- Are you sure? Cuz I intend on doing so... I intend to do so much more...- he said in a lower tone, his fingers rubbing circles in his,now exposed, lower stomach.

Shane:Only if I can do it two...- the younger smirked, that was an answer he liked.

The younger went back to kissing his partner, this time french kissing him, he pulled the other's pants down teasing the other through the fabric. Something the younger did not expect tho, it was that it wasn't just him doing the teasing. No. Whitout him noticing the older put his hand bettewen the famers legs, now feeling up the other's privates. The other's pulled away.

Ian: You did not just try to see if I had a dick.- he said chuckling.

Shane: I'm sorry it was just intuitive.- he added before rubbing the others clit trough the fabric. Ian took deep breaths, has he slipped off the other's underwear. He slowly stroked the taller's member. Paying attention to the tip then moving his hand to the base, he repeated the motions at a slightly fast pace. Meanwhile Shane had slipped his hand inside the farmer's boxer's, he was quite wet by now, yet taller didn't do anything else yet- W-what do you l-like?- he asked between grunts.

Ian: I don't care what you do just make me cum alright?!

Shane: Right.

Well that didn't help...

How things went was always different, Shane had learned to adjust to what people liked or not. But whitout instructions and whit slightly different anatomy, that came whit the other being on testosterone, he had to wing it. He rubbed the other's clit up and down, which was a good guess, has the younger's breathing became shallow.

Shane: D-does this f-feel good?

Ian: Y-yeah... But d-don't be a-afraid to go f-further.- Shane nodded, using his thumb to almost stroke the other's rather large clit, whit his middle and ring finger, he slid them in, coiling and straightening them- Mph~ l-like that!~- he pleaded has he held in moans, unlike Shane who was letting out any and all sounds, being driven to the edge by the other.Yet Ian wasn't close, so he held off, a nearly impossible task has the other continued to work his magic. Ian began shaking has he moaned rather loudly, he was close, really close, so he spoke up- A-agh~ I-I'm close!~- the taller continued what he was doing, but he couldn't hold in anymore, cumming on the other's hand. Soon after the farmer also climaxed, now both laid besides each other, heavy breathing.

Shane: I-I love you...- he let out clearly tired, the other composed himself and reached to one of the bedside table getting some tissues.

Ian: I-I love y-you two...- he added taking off one tissue, handing the rest to the older before cleaning his hand.- Are you feeling better?

Shane: Not much... But it helped.- he said cleaning himself and pulling up his underwear and pants- Can we cuddle?...

Ian: Of course love.- he said pulling up the blankets, Shane snuggling up against him has Ian played whit his hair- If you ever want to tell me something that's bothering or just something random you can... You know that right?

Shane: Yeah...- he sighed after he replied.

There it was. An open invitation to tell him all his owes. But he couldn't. Ian got nervous thanks to Shane's mental health. The older didn't want to tell him, all to not to worry him. He was back to his old self... For the most part... He still hadn't gone back to alcohol. But it's not like he didn't thought about it. Or crave it. He really needed to go to a therapist. But what good would it be? He doesn't share this whit the person he's most intimate whit, what would he even share whit a stranger like that? Besides, the therapist would most likely mock him. Even if it didn't make sense, Shane thought about it. He thought about it to the point of exhaustion. He needed help. He knew that. And part of him wanted said help, but another thought it was best if he just disappeared. It's weird how the voice of reason can be drowned by mere bad thoughts. Makes you wonder who's right. And in the case of Shane, he's sure it's the latter.

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-MissevilXD