Please Don't Give Up- [Shanexoc]

Chapter 49 Horny and disforic

After their talk, Ian went back home, it still was afternoon so he decided to clean around the house. Everything was easier after his anxiety was quieter. After he was done he made himself dinner, moving around made him so hungry. He left a plate downstairs for his partner, before going back to his bedroom. He laid down on his bed for a second, sighing before going.

Ian: Alright... I'mma get the strap.- he said admitting the sudden horniness. Was he really horny or did he need to relax? He wasn't sure about it. Maybe that was his way to relax. He wasn't bothered by that reality. The farmer got up swiftly, closing the door, completely forgetting to lock it, since he wasn't overthinking about it anymore. He walked to the closet getting out the strap, before taking off his pants and underwear, not bothering to put anything to wash, just letting it on the floor for him to deal whit later. He put the strap in place whit the harness, before seating down on the side of the bed.

Ian turned on the device, seating down stroking the strap up and down in a slow pace, to accompany the setting the strap was on. He took deep breaths, leaning a bit back, his left forearm holding up his body has he adjusted the speed whit the other, then moving his hand faster. By now he let out small moans alongside the heavy breathing, but just has about he was gonna turn up the device, when the bedroom door opened. The younger quickly sat up, covering the strap, the older then heard the buzz stop, the smaller finally looking at him, his face bright red.

Ian: Please tell me Jas isn't whit you.- the older only chuckled before replying.

Shane: No Ian... I thought you were still going through anxity hell, but whit the state of the house, the clean clothes and the unlock door tell me you're finally back to normal.

Ian: Y-yeah... I'll explain a-at dinner.- he said uncovering the strap.

Shane: Just one question... Why the strap?- he asked closing the door, the other chuckling slightly embarrassed.

Ian: When I-I'm feeling more disforic this is how I-I masturbate.

Shane: I see...- he said seating next to his partner, right hand sliding onto the other's thighs- Wanna finish that by yourself or do you want me to join you?- he asked sounding quite excited.

Ian: You c-can join.- he replied looking deep onto the other's eyes.

His husband closed in, their eyes slowly closing before they kissed. It was a sweet mellow kiss. The type of kiss that would comfort you after a long day at work. Which it did. But the kiss was a mere distraction, has Shane's hand ghosted over the other's legs, going over to the strap and turning it on the highest setting, sending a jolt or energy down his body, him pulling away to catch his breath. Shane, used and abuse the other's sensitive neck, then grabbed his husband's hand, guiding it above the strap, stroking it together for a bit before he moved away. Ian wasn't sure of what the older was on about, since be kept his eyes shut. He really only realized when the taller moved his hand away, jus to bring it back now their hands stroking both the strap and Shane's member.

Shane: O-oh~ this f-feels weird.~

Ian: W-weird g-good? Mph~ or weird b-bad?~

Shane: W-weird I-I'm kinda c-close.~- he said, has they continued to stroke both of them at a fast pace, a few more strokes and both of them climaxed- S-so d-diner- before he could continue he was interrupted by the other.

Ian: Oh I'm n-not done w-whit you.- he stated, making eye contact, the other turning red- I-I mean, has long has you want to...

Shane: I want you to.- a grin formed in the younger's face, attacking the other's lips, pushing him into the bed, before pulling away, going over to the other's ear and whispering.

Ian: I'm gonna top you so hard...- he added before going back to kissing him, now down his neck. Then he pulled away, taking off his shirt, the other following. Shane reached and handed the smaller the lube, before the farmer promptly said- Turn around.- has he stood back, the other obligated, grabbing a pillow to rest his head. Ian began preparing the other, Shane moaning into the pillow- You sound great... Wouldn't mind if you spoke up...

Shane: D-do m-more and I'll do it.~- he tested, the younger decided that the preparations were enough, turning on once more the strap, before slowly thirsting in.

Ian: T-tell me when t-to start...- he purred in the other's ear, then bitting his earlobe before attacking his husband's neck and shoulders.

Shane: M-move.- he whimpered desperate for movement, Ian chuckled.

Ian: Y-you sound s-so, mph~, g-good when y-you're, a-agh~, desperate....

Shane: Y-you fucking s-sadist.~- he said out of impulse, he was going to regret what he said later, but right now he was to desperate to think about it.

Ian: P-please!~ W-would a sadist, mph~, oblige?~- he asked starting to thrust at a rather fast pace, being sure to hit the other's most sensitive spot everytime. Now the taller, even if he wanted to, couldn't held in any sound's. He just held onto the pillow hugging it tight has he chanted.

Shane: I-Ian~! A-ah~! I-Ian~, mph~ I-I'm s-so c-close....- he managed bettwen whimpers, making the other question if he was hunting his partner.... Which he partially was has he was being a little rough. But Shane didn't mind it, what he did mind is if he could cum or not.

Ian: G-goo ahead!~ C-cum for me!~- he demanded, himself already very close, whit a few more thrust's, both of them climaxing. Ian pulled away, turning off the device has he sat besides his partner, heavy breathing, slowly taking off the harness

Shane: I-I'm Soo hungry.- the younger chuckled, getting up and beginning to go downstairs.

Ian: Then, let's go eat.- he said smiling, the other turning so he laid on his back.

Shane: But I don't wanna move... I'm all sleepy now...

Ian: Shane, get up, go downstairs, I'll join you in a second, I have to put the bedcovers to wash... Hopefully that doesn't leave stains....

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-MissevilXD