Please Don't Give Up- [Shanexoc]

Chapter 40 Preparations

Ian laid back in his bed, he heard the water running on the bathroom.  He was on his phone for a bit, before putting it down on the bedside table, moving his hands somewhere else. He put them inside of his boxers, drinking often made him horny. Even if it was a few drinks. He teased himself for a moment before figuring that he probably still had time for a quick session while the other was showering. He fingered himself, taking out his toys from the box was gonna take to long anyway. He covered his mouth whit his free hand, going faster and faster when suddenly, the bathroom door opened, Ian jolted up, moving away his fingers, he stared at the other, his face red.

Shane: Am I interrupting something?- he asked clearly catching up to the other.

Ian: I-it's fine, I'll finish this in the bathroom.- the younger replied has he got up.

Shane: Well if you're comfortable whit it I'm fine whit you staying... Has long has I can have a bit of fun by myself too you know?

Ian: Oh ok!- he said seating back down, next to Shane both of them getting under the covers. Ian scooted over to where his partner was, the taller getting closer too. The younger put his hand back inside of his boxers, continuing whit the motions of before, Shane also started to pleasure himself. They kept at it, enjoying being by each others side, hearing each other. They were both quick to climax, but that always happened when they had fun by themselves. Afterwards, they cleaned themselves and cuddled- I love you...- he muttered, knowing the other was fast asleep.

Oh I'm gonna destroy you in our wedding night.
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Today Ian and Shane took the time to start planning their wedding. They sat down at their kitchen table, whit notebooks pens and the younger's laptop.

Ian: So... When are we gonna do it?

Shane: I want it to be near you know?- he asked petting his pet chicken- I don't like to wait but if you prefer down the line I don't mind waiting.

Ian: I'm actually thinking the same... I guess we both agree on getting married here.

Shane: Absolutely.

Ian: Ok great... We could have the ceremony in the plaza and hold the reception on the salon... Just wonder how much Gus will charge us.

Shane: Nothing, he actually told me we could use it for free. One of the perks of a small town, everyone is excited about the wedding.- Ian took a deep breath before writing some things to much.

Ian: Good to know... Ok sooo I'm not walking to the Ilse... Not whit my father. I don't want that it's to fem for me... If you want to do it you can.

Shane: We could walk together...
- he threw in the air before taking a sip of his coffee.

Ian: I like that.- he said before writing down on his notebook- Ok, dress code?

Shane: Just something formal... I don't want to make a big deal out of it, it's a wending people should come however they'd like.

Ian: Makes sense....- he said before writing down- I'm going to use the suit I used in my cousin's wedding, you have a suit?... Or you rather not be in one?

Shane: I have and I'll wear it.

Ian: Ok so, before we make invitations, who are we inviting? Besides the whole town.

Shane: Well there's your family... Mine is just Jas and Marnie.- he said a bit sad.

Ian: All of it died young didn't they?

Shane: Pretty much...- he replied, still dozing off, before shaking his head and getting back to reality- Hey Jas could be the flower girl!- the taller added, he looked genuinely happy. The younger put a hand on top of the other, smiling.

Ian: Of course... God I love you, I'm happy this is coming true.- he said before getting up, leaning towards the other, his left hand on the table to balance himself to kiss the other on the lips.

Shane: So am I...- he said, putting his right hand on the other's cheek and kissing him again. This time more passionately, kissing whit toungue until they were almost out of breath before pulling away again- We should probably stop.- the taller said, the younger sighing.

Ian: Just one more.- he pleaded before kissing the other,  Shane quickly pulled away.

Shane: Jas can walk in any minute.

Ian: And? She can't see us kiss?- the smaller asked raising an eyebrow.

Shane: Ian, you know that wouldn't stop at just kissing... Now we gotta do the invites.

Ian: Right... Right...- he replied, seating back down, typing away in the computer.

Shane: That's a weird program.- he pointed out, has the other did things away.

Ian: Oh, it's made for me to do art stuff. Got the license when I was still in college and that shit was still permanent license.

Shane: Wait... What did you go to college for?

Ian: Oh yeah I forgot to tell you. I took graphic design.

Shane: And how did that went to translate to farmer?

Ian: Terribly.- he chuckled, has he continued to work.

Shane: Then why did you do it? That doesn't seam so wised.

Ian: I had fond memories of this place... Besides my mom found my grandpa's notes about gardening.... Hey, how you think I make our wedding a surprise?

Shane: It's your choice... Just why?

Ian: If I tell them immediately they'll annoy me to hell and back. I am the first of their children to get married... And I'm a step father of sorts since the Jas thing... They probably won't get a child form us for a while.

Shane: Why not?- he asked the other looking at him, has if Shane already knew why, which he did.- Right. It'd be hell.

Ian: We could make it work. But before that, I have to work on my anxiety, you have to work on your depression, which yes I do notice how it's still hard for you sometimes. We have to get space on the house for said child because Jas deserves to have her own room and never forget we have to take her feelings in consideration.

Shane: Is it all of that needed?

Ian: Yes. Once the child comes out, if we decide to have our own that is, they won't stop crying. We ain't getting sleep and that shit can make you snap....

Shane: And then there's the surrogate or the adoption papers...- he sighed- Are we ever gonna have a child together? Realistic speaking.

Ian: Maybe yes, maybe not. I don't know what the future holds... But I'm happy that's gonna be whit you.

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Much love!!

-MissevilXD