Please Don't Give Up- [Shanexoc]

Chapter 33 Ready

It had been a few days since that conversation, Ian and Shane sat on the couch, the younger struggling to follow the pattern Emily had given him. It wasn't anything special or difficult, just a granny square, yet he contorted his face, bitting down on his lip whit a an hard face trying to do it. Shane chuckled, seeing Ian like that meant things were getting back to normality, has the medication of the smaller did it's effects. But was it normal? Nothing about their situations could be ever considered normal. Ian stopped, now deciding to talk to his boyfriend has he took a break.

Ian: Soooo... Does Jas actually want to move in?

Shane: Apparently yeah? I can't believe that's actually happening...

Ian: Are you upset?- he asked, it was hard to notice the other's tone since he wasn't looking at the taller. Maybe that said something about Ian but he didn't thought about it much.

Shane:No, I'm actually happy... How about you?

Ian: I'm happy has well, I won't feel so lonely.- Shane felt sad hearing the statement, putting his hand on the other's thigh.

Shane: You've been feeling lonely?- he asked worried, looking at the other, who continued crocheting.

Ian: Yeah. You work all day, then you come home and you're so exhausted we barely talk...

Shane: I'm sorry.- he apologized, the other letting go of his crocheting things, putting them aside- Is there any way I can make it up to you?

Ian: Mmm... I know a few... But I don't know if we should.

Shane: Because of the hysterectomy?- he asked catching what the other was hinting at.

Ian: Not really... The time has passed after all... Just I don't know, things might be weird I don't know if we should... Thing's might be... Different.

Shane: Are you nervous?- he asked the other who nodded, Shane holding onto his inner thighs- What do you think it will help?

Ian: You kissing me.- he said bluntly, the other leaning in, them sharing a sweet passionate kiss, before slowly pulling away, looking each other in the eyes- Can I peg you tonight?- he cut to the chase, they both wanted to unwind and get off and the other seamed to like the idea.

Shane: I can't say no to an offer like that...- he said before kissing the other's forehead- Let's go upstairs shall we?

Ian: Yeah.- he said, both of them letting go of each other and going inside the bedroom. Ian closed and locked the door, might has well make both of those things an habbit otherwise they definitely would traumatize Shane's goddaughter. Shane sat in the bed, his back on the frame, has he watched the other open the closet and getting out a box. He opened the box removing the black strap and a harnessed, putting it on the bedside table before getting out a rather big bottle of lube.

Shane: I thought the point of the strapless strap was that there was no harnessed.- he pointed out, has the other took off his sweater, knowing things were about to get hot, then seating on his lap.

Ian: I mean yeah, that's the gimmick, but the fact I have a week pelvic floor and the natural lubes it kinda makes it hard to use... Whitout the harness I'd be only thinking of holding it in not enjoying the things.- he said chuckling- I mainly like to use it cuz I can get off whit my partner.- he added wrapping his arms around the other.

Shane: Mhm... That makes sense...- he said getting his face closer to him, his hands on the other's thighs- Will you be gentle?- he asked whit a smirk, Ian smirking back, getting closer to the other, their lips almost touching.

Ian: I don't know... You're a big boy you should be able to handle a bit of roughness.- he said in a lower tone the other chuckling.

Shane: Ian I like hurting myself but I have a limit.

Ian: I know, I know just teasing...- he said before softly kissing the other- But you can handle a rough kiss can't you?

Shane: Of course.- the taller replied, before kissing the other.

Shane's hands went over to the other's groin, teasing him through his pants, that never fail to make the other let little sounds. And those little sounds didn't fail to make the other hard. Ian noticed how the fabric bellow him moved, pulling away to check out what he knew was happening, he smirked, going back into the kiss, taking the other's member out of the pants that restricted it. He then slipped off the other's underwear, yet he didn't touch the older's dick, no, he wanted to tease him. He started by playing whit his body hair. There wasn't much but there was still something to mess whit. Then, he moved his fingers down, intentionally almost touching the taller's shaft, but just missing it, instead foundling whit the other's balls. Shane grunted a bit done whit the teasing but decided to wait. And like in the saying, good things come to those who wait. Ian moved his hand again, this time going to his member, jerking it a bit, before grabbing the lube, putting it on his hand to make things feel better. He payed a lot of the attention to the tip, Shane grunted at the feeling. Ian took it up a notch going faster. The older separated from the kiss, has a desperate attempt to breath. It was to hot to do it tho, so he took off his shirt, yet that didn't make it better. His grunts were to much for him, he was only able to catch his breath after he came in the other's hand. At which point the smaller raised his hand up to his mouth and while keeping eye contact he licked and sucked his fingers clean. Shane stared at him, his face red. Ian chuckled, stepping away, letting the other take a breather. The smaller stripped down to his boxers, standing back rubbing his thighs together.

Shane: F-fuck... I m-made a mess.- he said before tilting his head back.

Ian: Want me to clean you?- he asked whit a grin, the other nodded, the younger getting down, licking the other's member clean, bringing it back to life. Now the smaller stepped back reaching for the strap, taking off his underwear and getting it on has the other gained back some composer. Once he was done, the brunette took off his pants and underwear, before speaking.

Shane: H-how should we do this?- he asked clearly nervous, Ian held his hand.

Ian: Well I suggest you lay down, get comfortable.... It might be uncomfortable at first but I'll go slow and if I hurt you warn me so I stop.

Shane: Right.- the taller said before laying back, putting a pillow on his back has well. Shane opened his legs, letting the other get bettwen them.

Ian got the lube, squirting some on his fingers, whit his left hand he turned on the vibrations of the strap, might has well enjoy this part two. He slowly trusted in one finger, keeping it there for a minute, then he thrusted it in and out. One finger turned into two and two into three, after a bit Shane was completely ready, Ian pulled away his fingers.

Ian: A-Are you sure y-you want this?- he asked getting closer caressing his face.

Shane: Yup.- Ian leaned in, kissing the other before slowly trusting in. The older let a small moan into the kiss, Ian thrusted in and out, separating from the kiss. Shane moaned loudly.

Ian kept increasing the speed he thrusted at, the older letting out louder sounds. The smaller never expected to see the other making such, for lack of a better word, feminine sounds. Kinda made the farmer feel better about himself, how he wasn't the only man who sounded a bit fem when taking it.

Ian: Y-Yoba!~ Y-you sound s-so g-good!~

He stared at his partner face, Shane didn't care one bit how he looked, just focusing on the pleasure, which was a bit to much. The famer, himself being close, began stroking the other's member. They kept at it for a few more thrust's, Shane cumming on his hand has they both climaxed. They pulled away, Ian turning off the strap, before collapsing on his partner.

Ian: I-I- l-love y-you.- he said bettwen heavy breathing the other hugging him tightly.

Shane: I-I- love you t-two.

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-MissevilXD