Use Me, Darling

Part 6

The three of them left the car. They had arrived right on time. Tankhun and Porsche were still standing in front of the bar with the other bodyguards as they joined. The party was on. Porsche took care of the first round of drinks. Showing of his impressing barekeeper skills. More and more alcohol was consumed and everyone seemed to get more relaxed. After a couple of rounds everyone had found their way to the dancefloor, screaming and cheering to the ridiculous dance moves that they performed. Time stayed close to Tay. Whenever they went out like that Time became a little overprotective about his boyfriend and didn't let him out of his sight. Just like he did now. Holding him closely at his waist they danced.

After a couple of hours some of Porsches friends showed up. Two guys that only Porsche knew. However they were welcomed with open arms by everyone and the wild drinking continued. At first Tay just thought he was imagining things, ever since the two new guys came along, Time seemed more distant to him. Tay just nodded it of trying not to think anything of it, but after some more time passed, he wasn't able to find Time anywhere. One of Porsches friends was missing as well. Tay couldn't help himself but to get suspicious. Them missing does not have to mean anything and if Time wouldn't had cheated that often already, Tay would probably not even be worried. But he had done it way to many times. Tay just couldn't trust him as much any more. Especially now, that Tay had been drinking all night, his mind was made up with even more irrational things then usually. Now he was determined to find his boyfriend. He made another round through the club finding no trace of the two of them.
In frustration he went out. Pulling out a cigarette as he walked away from the loud noises. He just wanted to find a quit place to think. But the streets where filled with people.

Just as he had finally found a small passage between two houses, that finally looked less noisy then the streets and clubs, he stopped. For a moment he was frozen. He did not want to turn back around and face the cruel reality. He could clearly smell his lovers perfume. He was sure of it. For a moment he closed his eyes, hoping his senses were just playing tricks on him. But without a doubt it must be him.

Never had Tay run into Time when he was cheating, he always found evidence in other ways. He never had seen what his boyfriend was doing be hind his back with his own eyes and he didn't want today to be first time he would. Automatically he spun around looking right at the couple next to him.

The two men were leaning against the wall, pressing their bodies against each other. Hands wandering all over their bodies slipping underneath the clothes. It was him. It was Time making out with Porsches friend. He was doing it again. Again he cheated on him and humiliated Tay. Why am I so stupid, Tay thought to himself.

He wasn't able to take his eyes of the couple, till they noticed that someone was starring at them. That someone just stood there, letting his heart crumble apart as his eyes started to fill with tears. It felt like someone was ripping his beating heart right out of chest.

As Time finally had looked at the person that watched them his face dropped. In a hurry he pushed of the boy, that he just had pushed his tongue into. Fixing his hair and clothes in a pitiful try to cover up the evidence of what had just happened. "Babe, it's not what you think" he stuttert while trying to reach for Tays hand. But now that Tay had looked him in the eyes, he was unfrozen. He finally could follow his own will again.

Without looking back, Tay stormed of. "Fuck. Tay wait!" Time screamed as he followed him trough the crowds. Reaching out again for his hand and finally making him stop in his track. "Please, listen to me." His grip hurt Tay. He didn't want to listen. Tax wanted to run away. He didn't want to see his faces ever again. It was painful enough to know, that the guy you loved cheated on you, but walking in on him doing it was another level of pain, that Tay never felt before. He was upset and at the same time furious.

"Look at me, baby." Time tried to make him turn. "How dare you even address me like that, after what you just did. How fucking dare you to cheat on me right in front of me. How the fuck were you able to that, while I was standing right by your side?" Tay screamed. "Baby, its not what you think. I wasn't trying to..." A hard slap across Times face made him stop. Never had Tay raised his hand against him. "Don't you try to feed me even more of your stupid lies. I don't believe you anymore. I don't wanna see your stupid face ever again." And with that Tay stormed of. Tears of anger rushing down his face as he pushed trough the crowds. How could he do this to him. How could he not feel bad, doing all of that, while his boyfriend was right next to him. Tay was blind to the people. The only thing he saw, was the imagines in his head, replaying over and over again, what Time just did to him. I never want to see him again. It's over. This time I am not going to take him back. This time he will need to live with the consequences of his own actions. I haven been way to soft with him for way to long. It's enough its finally enough.

With his thoughts spinning he ran right into a guy that just had gone of his motorcycle. "Woah. Can't you watch where you're going." A cold voice asked. "Sorry" and with that Tay wanted to wander of again but was held back by a strong pair of hands, on his arm. "Tay? What are you doing here?" The tone in the voice from just now had soften as the guy turned Tay around.