Use Me, Darling

Part 12

Shakingly he took another deep breath before pick up. "Yes?" "Excuse me sir. But Mr. Time has just arrived and is requesting to go and see you." "You can tell him to fuck pf and leave me alone." In a rush of anger he slammed the phone down, not giving his man the time to say anything else. "He is here. Kinn, I don't want to see him." Tay didn't knew if he rather wanted to cry or scream in anger. "Tell them to not let him upstairs. You don't need to see him, if you don't want to. Your man should be capable of holding him back." Sadly their weren't it didn't even take a couple of seconds till he heard hasty steps coming up the stairs towards his room. In an attempt to lock the door Tay jumped up and sprinted across the room towards his door, but he was to late. There he was opening the door, looking at him with red and puffy eyes. "Tay." He whined as soon as he saw his ex-lover. "Get the fuck out of my house." Tay stared at him eagerly. This time he wouldn't back down. This time he would be stronger. "Tay don't be like that." Time stepped closer closing and locking the door behind himself, leaving no escape for Tay. "Why shouldn't I. You cheated on me, right in front of my fucking eyes. How stupid do you think I am." Tay was scared as he watched Time approach him more and more. The distance between the ex-lovers got less and less. "Tay, it wasn't my intention. I am sorry. I fucked up. I know." Time tried to calm him down. He was to close. He could nearly grabe Tay already and that couldn't happen. As fast as he never had been in his life before, Tay sprinted from his living room area through his bedroom, right into his bath locking the door behind him. "Tay common don't be like that. Open the door and talk to me." Time had bearly missed his chance to slip his foot in between the door and now stood right outside waiting for his boy. "I told you to stay away from me. Juts fucking leave already." Tay cried out. He couldn't hold back his tears any longer. He didn't only cry because when evener he looked into Times eyes he was thrown back into the pictures from last night, no, he was crying because he was scared. Time could get very scary from time to time. Especially when things didn't went as planned. Never had he raised his hand against Tay, however there went lovers anymore. What if he would do it now. Shakingly Tay sat down on the floor trying to cover his ears in a desperate attempt not to hear Times pleading anymore. The longer he would wait to face Time, the mor upset he would get. His only hope was that Time would leave by himself. Or someone would come to his rescue.

He didn't knew how long he had sat on the bathroom floor. Trying to ignore all the noise from outside. It just seemed like an eternity as he heard the voice of his father breaking through the noise of Time. "Time, I think you should leave. My son doesn't seem to want to talk to you." Time got silent. Tay could only imagine how he left the room all mad internally but not being brave enough to stand up to Tay's father. "Son. Would you care to come out and explain to me what has happened?" Times father sounded annoyed. He had oftened heard the two boys fight and scream at each other however they just needed to accept one another. There was no way that he would break up the relationship those two had. He was aware that Time had cheated on his son countless of times, still he would not break up their bond. Tay wasn't sure if it was better to talk to his father or to talked to Time, even though the consequences of not following his father's orders where a lot harsher then not to follow Time. Carefully he opened the door. Scanning the room for Time. "What did you two do again. Why were you two fighting again." A look of disappointment laid in his eyes. "We have broken up. I have enough his cheating. So I decided to end things." Tays words weren't much more then mumble. In an upset motion his father rolled his eyes. "make up with him. I am not going to declare this relationship as over. It is way to profitable. Pull yourself together and ignore his cheating everyone does it." Tay knew that his father would not understand. He only saw their relationship as a way to heighten his worth and power. "No! I am not I have enough. I don't care about the profits. I don't want to get hurt anymore." Tay cried out. He was just a second away from exploding and telling his dad about the unspoken things he had done last night, more importantly who did those things to him. However, he pulled himself together and took a deep breath. "I don't care. Get yourself together, tomorrow is the diamond auction and you and Time are going to there as a couple, if you want to or not." And with that his father left, not allowing Tay to speak up against his decision. Tay just broke down crying again. Why did he need to to live this life. It was to much for him. All he wanted to do was to live a happy life without worrying that his boyfriend was cheating on him. He didn't know how long he sat on his sofa crying to himself. Until the evening he hadn't heard anything from Time, till he stood again unannounced on his room. "Tay, please stop crying and finally talk to me." Tay was sturdled by Times voice. He had been lost and thoughts and didn't want to think about anything anymore. But now he needed to face this problem. Push all his feelings a side and get back together with the man that hurt him the most. With teary eyes he looked up to Time, who swallowed as he saw the face of his ex-lover. Tay looked like he had been crying for days without any break not even to sleep. Never had he seen him look this bad before. "I am sorry Tay, please forgive me. I love you and only you. I am not going to give up on us." Slowly Time crutched down to be on the same height as his lover. Tays face had hardend as he heard the words of his ex-boyfriend. "Honestly, I couldn't care less abut your feelings. If I had a say in this, you wouldn't even be allowed to enter this property ever again. However as my father expects of me, I am going to take you back." The words hurt Tay, he didn't want to say all this however he needed to obey his fathers orders. He saw how Time face lit up. However he didn't want him to be this happy. "That does not mean that I am going to do shit for you. Fuck one of your side hoes if you are horny and don't expect me to be loyal anymore. I will do whatever I want whenever I want. We only do whatever is necessary to do. Nothung more nothing less. So you should leave this room and call me the next time you unannounced show up anywhere. You can pick me up tomorrow for the auction, till then I don't want to hear anything from you." With that Tay stood up and left. He didn't want Time to see the tears that were already trying to resurface. How was he supposed to live further like this. Was this the way his life is going to be from now on? He coulnd't hear what Tiume said as he left, he only heard the door closing and started to snob out loud. He would never stop to suffer.

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Hello guys,

I am sorry if I don't see everything you guys are doing, Wattpad is messing with me at the moment. Also i might need to slow down with updating again, as i injured my hand and I haven't been able to write further the last couple days. Anyway. I still have more then dubble the amount, of what i have posted waiting for you guys to read it. I am super excited that i hit a thousand reads that just incredible. As you can see from this short part with so many jumps, a lot has been going on this week. I hope you further coninue to support me and see you soon. 

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