Use Me, Darling

Part 73

But before his hand even got near his arm, it was smacked to the side, making him drop the blade. A heartbreaking screaming of frustration leaving Tay's body before his mind even had full recognized what had happened. Vegas had taken a quick step through the room, as Tay had moved the blade again and pushed his hand away. Ready to fight for Tay, even though Tay himself had given up already. "I am not letting you out of this that easily!" Vegas screamed as he wrapped the fragile boy into his arms. Not caring about the boiling water that was crushing down onto him. He couldn't lose the only thing that kept him sane in this world. The only thing he had kept his morals for. He didn't want to know what monster he would become, if Tay wasn't at his side any longer. "Why? Why are you doing this to me? Just let me die." The screaming and anger were gone. Tay broke in the arms of his lover like a porcelain doll that had crashed onto floor. Only leaving a shaking and weak boy crying that it would break every one's heart. All the power he had was gone in a matter of seconds, his legs giving in like toothpicks. Together with Vegas he sank to floor. His hands weakly hitting the chest of his lover. "Why can't you just let me die?" He cried as he buried his face in Vegas embrace. Vegas just gently rocked his frail body back and forth, slowly letting the crying and weak boy fall asleep. He needed to calm Tay down before he could take care of his wounds, and arguing now, would help that. He just stayed quietly underneath the shower and held his good boy, like a little baby. He shouldn't had let him go with his father. He should had been more careful so people wouldn't figure out what had been going on between them. He should had been faster and freed his darling earlier. How could he had made him wait for so long? As he sat there on the floor questioning ever decision he had made in this relationship, the tears just fell by themselves, mixing with the constant stream of water from the shower.

"What is going on here?" Ohm stood shocked in the opening that was covered by a door till a couple minutes ago. Vegas slowly looked up to the tattoo artist, making sure that he further rocked the frail body of his lover, that slowly had slipped into a deep sleep from all the things he had been put through over the last hours. "Don't wake him." He mouthed. His eyes were red and puffy. Like a lost dog he looked up the bear, his eyes filled with all the pain one couldn't never bare alone. Ohm barely ever had seen someone as broken as these two boys at that moment. He saw the blood that still dripping from Tay's first and quickly grabbed a towel. "Let me help you." Ohm stopped the shower and sank to his knees to inspect the wounds Tay had inflicted upon himself. Like a scared deer Vegas was watching. The boy that had acted so tough till now, was shaking as Ohm touched the arm of his lover. Gently Ohm moved the arm around before wrapping it in a soft towel. "Luckily, he didn't cut too deep. Press the towel on for me, with gentle pressure, okay?" Ohm was back on his feet ready to leave the room again as a weak grip around his leg stopped him. "Don't leave him please. I don't know what to do." With teary eyes Vegas looked up to the gentle bear that had helped them so many times. "I am just going to get my first aid stuff. I am going to be right back. But I need the first aid kit, to properly treat your boyfriends' wounds." Gently he brushed of Vegas weak hands while giving him a soft smile. Slowly Vegas nodded and Ohm took it as his sign to quickly run down into the tattoo shop and gather the things he would need to treat Vegas wounds properly. 

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Tay is safe for now. But how are Vegas and Tay going to continue things now?