Use Me, Darling

Part 75

Tay watched Vegas slowly move until Vegas had realized that his hand was no longer holding Tay's. In a panic his head shoot up, just to be greeted by Tay looking at him. "Tay... Darling... I am please never do that again." In shock Tay watched as tears were gathering in Vegas eyes before they softly rolled down his cheek. He stayed quite as he watched the tears leaving a soft glittery trail on Vegas skin. "I will explain everything to you. I will not leave you again. Please just tell me what happened, and I will tell you the truth. Every single detail. I promise. Just don't ever try to do that again. If you want me to leave. That is fine. I will. I would kill myself for you, if that is what you want. But please never hurt yourself again." Vegas begged as the tears finally started pouring like waterfalls. He was kneeling in front of Tay his hands folded together as if he tried to pay his respects to Tay. Could Vegas really be such a good actor, that he was able to cry like that on command? Was he really capable of lying to him like that? "Okay." Tay's voice was hoars. Just now realized how dry his throat had become. "Can you get me some water first?" In a matter of seconds Vegas was back up on his feet, quickly hurrying away to get the water for his boy. Tay took that opportunity to sort his thoughts. Prioritizing the questions, he was about to ask Vegas. In no time Vegas had been back and gave Tay a glass filled with water, before he sank back onto floor, kneeling in front of Tay's bed to further back for forgiveness. "When I was at my father's place," Tay did no longer want to call that house his home, not after everything that had happened, "Time played an audio for me. I could hear you talk to your father about me, about us." Tay stopped, closely watching Vegas reaction. Vegas eyes were still closely looking up to his lover. Filled with all the truth and honestly Vegas had offer. For a short moment he was confused, he didn't knew which conversation Tay meant. "The conversation in which you told him about the plan you had which is the reason that you got close to me." Tay reminded him. Vegas nodded as he finally figured out which conversation Tay meant. He had no idea how it would come someone like Time, but he surely had his ways, just like Vegas did "It was after you had your big fight with Time at our university and knocked him out." Tay nodded to signal Vegas that he knew which fight he was talking about. "After I had gone home from here, my father stopped me in our living room. The news about me punching Time must had reached him and he asked me what I had to do with you. I couldn't tell him the truth and you surely know why. He would never allow us to be together. So, I made up a lie to convince him, that I was only getting close to you, to gain something. I just told him, what he wanted to hear. I never meant any of that. And I don't know how Time got that audio, someone in the house must be spying on us. I don't know. But please Tay, believe me, when I say that I love you and want to stay by your side because of you and not the power I may gain from it. I couldn't care less about it at this point." For a second time today, Tay was able to see tears gather in Vegas eyes as he pleaded with him. Tay nodded. It made sense. A lot of sense, but Vegas could still be lying to him. He easily lied to his father, so why wouldn't he lies to him. "What about Achara?" Was Tay's next question. He wanted all of his questions answered before he would forgive Vegas. Even though seeing Vegas in the state he was it that moment broke his heart. He must stay strong. "Achara works for me. My father hired her, but she never had useful information for him. He still paid her, but never requested any updates. I discovered the mule, as I went through some finance documents and got in touch with her. I told to keep me updated about you and Time." Vegas explained but was stopped by Tay. "But why would you ask her to do that? Even more importantly, when?" Vegas nodded as he prepared his answers in his head. "I hired her, because I wanted to know, how things were between you and Time. I always had an interest for you. Of course, I wanted to bother Time, when I hit on you. But surely you must have felt the tension between us too. I didn't knew back then, that it was because I liked you. I asked her months before you and I slept with each other. She told me all about your constant fights and how you made up in an instant again. I even made her plant evidence for his cheating in your room, so you finally would break up with. But you always forgave him. I just wanted you to myself. I guess." Vegas took a deep breath. "But after our night at the motel, I have decided to use her to get closer to you. To get into your home without anyone noticing, to get information about your well being and what you have done. I needed to know you were okay and she was my way of doing so." Tay nodded. Vegas had used Achara for months now to spy on him. Just so he knew that he was doing okay. "I don't know if what you did is terrible or adorable." Tay admitted. He really wasn't sure. Vegas had installed someone that was constantly supposed to spy on him, but he did, because he liked him. "I know. It probably wasn't the right way. But how else was I supposed to get information about you? I couldn't just text you, you would just block me." Vegas was right. Tay would have done exactly that before the night they spent in the motel. Even after that he tried to ignore the messages Vegas had sent. "That is probably true. What is your plan now, what were you preparing for?" Vegas had tried to avoid that question. Because he had no proper answer. He didn't really knew how things were supposed to go now. "I was preparing to get you away from your fathers. My plan was to use Achara and get into your house in a disguise and getting you out of there. She told me that you were locked up in the basement. I didn't expect that. I thought he would look you back up in your room, but not in a cell in a basement, if I had known that as he took you away. I wouldn't had told you, to just go with him. I would have told you to fight." Vegas took a shaky breath. "I didn't want you to end up there. I swear." Tay had heard enough. Vegas had looked him in the eyes with every word he had said, and they spoke the full truth. Quickly he slipped from the bed down onto Vegas lap and hugged him tightly. "I was so scared down there Vegas." Tears gathered in Tay's eyes just thinking back about the moment he had ben thrown onto the cold pavement. "I know darling. I know. And I am so sorry that that happened." A shaky kiss was placed on Tay's forehead. Both were crying as they held one another tightly in their arms.

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An extra long chapter. And Tay has forgiven Vegas. What do you guys think, is Vegas really honest to Tay? 

Also I am probably going to slow down with my updates again, as I need to focus on university for now. I can't tell you when there are going to be regular updates again as I haven't prewritten all to much just yet.