Use Me, Darling

Part 34

Everything that Vegas had said to him in the car was possible. Uncle Gun was a cold person that seemed to hate everyone. With teary eyes he looked up at Khun. He saw how worried he was and tried to cover it up his suffering with a smile, that didn't even last longer than a couple of seconds, before his crying face came back into place and more tears fell. "Do you think he lied to you. I mean before." Khun smiled softly. "I don't think so. When we first slept with each other, he told me, that he would never do something like Time, because he wouldn't want to lose all the power he would gain from being with me." Tay tried to blink away the tears. He didn't want to let even more tears fall over this stupid situation. He had enough. "Oh, what a nice thing to say." Khun rolled with his eyes. "He wouldn't cheat on you, because having you gives him power. That sounds like prince charming to me." Khuns voice was dripping irony. "I wasn't the nicest to him either. But he has point hasn't he." He tried to justify what had happened. Why was he even trying to protect Vegas. He had said all that. Tay took one of Khuns little cakes. He needed to eat do something to not go insane right that instance. "Does he know, what has happened to you?" Khuns voice had softened again. He knew that Tay didn't want to talk about it again. He had suffered so much underneath everything, that he never wanted to be reminded of again, but it was important for Khun to know, so he could understand their relationship a little better. He just shook his head. "And he still admitted that he was wrong for doing it?" again a not from Tay. Then silence. Both tried to figure out what to think and do. How to deal with this stupid situation that they were in. The eyes in their drinks melted. The sun wanderes over the sky and customers came and go. Their table was cleaned of, and the waiter asked if they wanted something else which they both denied. People walked by the big window they sat next to. They were in a hurry to get home after work or picked up their children from school. Countless of cars raced over the street next to them and the roads got busy again. "I think you should give it another try. He has made you happy, right? Be careful and keep your eyes open, but don't stay away from something that has bought you so much happiness. I can see it in your face, how much you miss him. Just go into it slowly. Give yourself the distance you need right now and then slowly figure out what his intentions with you are." Khun smiled softly. Tay was shocked. He expected to me told off. That he needed to stay away from him, but Khun said the opposite. "Really P'?" Khun nodded as he slowly got up and stretched out his legs. "I need to leave now. But I mean it. Goodbye Tay." One last time he gently placed his hand on Tay's shoulder before leaving followed by his bodyguards. Tay stayed there in his seat. He wasn't sure if he should do what Khun had told him, or not. He stared further onto the road. Watched further the cars pass by, before he finally went up paid and left. At home he decided to follow Khuns advice. Not right at that second but tomorrow he would tell Vegas. He would give him another try and see where things would take him. He just wasn't ready yet to give up on all that the two of them had achieved so far.

The whole night, Tay struggled to sleep. He just laid awake thinking if whatever he was doing was right or not. The night passed faster then he wanted and as the alarm rang, he felt like he had just found his way to his bed. He took his phone into his hands and checked the messages. "Thank you for listening to me yesterday." "I am not going to give up on whatever the two of us had. I am too addicted for that." Vegas had texted him at three in the morning, which meant that he could barely have gotten any sleep as well. "I am not forgiving you for what you have done. But we can meet up before class if you want." Tay regretted sending that message, as soon as he hit the send button. Now there was no turning back, he needed to meet Vegas now. Look into his awful pretty face and let him explain more about why he did what he did. However, he didn't move till he received another message from Vegas, confirming that he is going to rush to their spot. In that moment everything happened by itself. Tay jumped under the shower, while brushing his teeth. Before hastily throwing on some of his cloths and setting his hair. In no time he had made it to his car and started driving, skipping breakfast and not even taking a bottle of water with him to class. Luckily, he didn't unpack his back from yesterday, so he had at least his essentials for class. Nervously his leg bounced up and down, whenever it didn't needed to occupy the pedals. His heart was beating so fast that he felt exhausted after just a couple minutes of driving. Faster then usually he had parked his car and hurried to their spot. Up the stairs all the way to the roof, that was usually locked, but not since Vegas had invited him up there. On the edge of the roof was standing Vegas. He looked out into the distance while clinging onto something in his hands. The wind blow through his hair and disturbed his hair, all over his face. The white shirt he needed to wear was blowing in the breeze, as he had as always left open two of the lower buttons and not secured his shirt in his trousers. He seemed to have shrinked since Tay had last seen him. Even though Tay couldn't see his face, he realized that the person in front of him aged for years in just a day. The smell of food from the cafeteria was laying in the air, as Tay slowly stepped closer. His steps weren't to hear for Vegas, as the wind howled in his ears and Tay barely made any noise on soft tar roof. Tay stopped to take a deep breath after every step he took. Was he really ready to look into Vegas eyes again? Tay took a moment to follow Vegas look. Never before he had taken the time, to actually enjoy the view they had. He had always only been focused on the pressure moments that he was about to spent together with the man, that made him forget about it all. 

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New part. What do you guys think, will Tay actually forgive Vegas and start seeing him again?