Use Me, Darling

Part 35

From up here you couldlook over the whole campus. They were on the highest building of theiruniversity so no one would catch a glance upon them. All the way down was thefood court for the sociology students, which smell always lingered in the airup here, as all the smoke cold blown out here. The chatter that was always tohear down there, wasn't to hear up here. Only the wind and some birds.Sometimes there was a plain flying by, but they never were abel to hear it, asit was high up. Higher than the trees and all the other buildings they hadfound a place of comfort. Vegas had spent hours preparing this place. In acorner all the was at the other end of the roof, that one wasn't able to seefrom most parts of the roof, was a small shelter set up. It was like a tend forthe tow of them, to keep them out of the hot Thai sun and away from the coldwinds that liked to blow up here. With pillows and mattresses, he had builtthem a soft cuddly pace in which Tay even could fall asleep if he wanted to. Nomatter what, in their little tent, nothing seemed impossible. Tay hadn't evenrealized that he only was a couple steps away from Vegas now. He had been toolost in reminiscing. Think back to all the times he had spent, eating foodswith Vegas. Cuddling or making out. How often had he made his way up to theroof, just to be slammed into the thin iron walls, that were covering theentrance to the roof, just to be attacked by those hungry lips, that he justdidn't seemed to be able to forget. He had thought back about the times, he hadtraced out Vegas veins on his hands and arms or all over his body. How oftendid he lose his mind up hear underneath the soft touch Vegas. How often had hebeen annoyed of Time and rented to him about his ex. A small tear made its waydown his cheek as he reminiscent. Only stopping as he felt the soft touch ofhis hands on his cheeks instead of the hot tear. "Darling..." Tay didn't want toopen his eyes and look at him. He didn't want to look at the face, that wasprobably just as broken as the voice he had heard. It made his heart ache as heheard Vegas voice. It wasn't like usual, strong and defined, it seemed to breakapart with the wind on the roof. "Idon't want to cry anymore." Tay whispered, so quietly that he believed the windhad taken away his words, but Vegas answered. "I know. I am sorry, that I madeyou cry." A gently kiss was placed on Tay's forehead before arms wrapped themself around his small body and dragged him closer to the person that had causedall the tears. "I am not forgiving you for what you did to Porsche. No matterwhat you say, nothing will change my mind. What you did there was terrible."Tay sobbed before weakly punching Vegas chest. Vegas nodded softly, acceptingthe punches gracefully. Only being happy, that Tay spoke to him again. That hedidn't ignore him anymore. "I would like to promise you, that I will never hurtyou like this again, but I can't. I am a terrible human, and you know that. Ican't promise you, but I promise you, that I will give my best not to make youcry again." Tay's heart broke a little more, as Vegas admitted how terrible hewas. He knew that Vegas had done bad things, but that he called himselfterrible didn't sit right with Tay. He wanted to show the world how gentle andsweet this monster that they liked to call him could be. He wanted to proof,Vegas that he was more then just a terrible human. But he didn't knew how hewas supposed to make him realis all that. "I am not weak, and I am not naïve.Even tough I am giving you another shoot, fuck up once and I am gone. I am notgoing to let you play with me, like Time did. I am sick of those stupid games."Tay had gathered all the energy he had left in his body, to say these wordswith as much power as he could, before finally raising his head and lockingeyes with Vegas. Vegas eyes were cloudy. They never were cloudy but now, theyseemed to speak loudly. They seemed to scream to Tay to save him. To be withhim and let him have some hope of a better life, that Tay wasn't sure, he couldeven give to Vegas. But non the less he would try. "Thank you." His lips werecievering as spoke. Tay wasn't sure, if he had seen right and a tear haddropped down Vegas face, before he buried it in his shoulder. Tay againreminded himself, not to be too soft with him. That he should make Vegas workfor all touches he craved so much. "Well, I guess you better get to work to winme back. I am not going to be with you that easily again." Tay said whileraising his chin high up and pushing Vegas away from him. Once more he let hiseyes wander over the weak boy that was standing in front of him, before turningaway and walking off, with the same confidence that Khun had shown yesterday. Hebarely had closed the doors as he collapsed against the walls. Taking deep breaths.He was exhausted mentally and physically. Standing up to him like that was morethan tiering but necessary. He heard Vegas voice shouting after him "I will, beprepared for me." He sounded as if he had just gotten charged up on Tay, whilesucking out Tay's own power.

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