Use Me, Darling

Part 72

Finally, he had managed to get the blade out. With shaking hands, he rested the blade against his wrist where would start digging it into his skin. With teary eyes he looked up one last time, ready to say his goodbyes to this cruel world. But instead of the closed bathroom door, he only found tears blurring his vision. What did it matter? He didn't need to get one last clear glace into this world that had made him suffer so much. If there really was a god above, he must love seeing Tay suffer. And with that the reliving pain finally came upon Tay. Enjoying the pain that finally made his spinning world quiet, he stopped for a second. A sense of comfort over came to shaking boy, as he prepared to let the blade slide further. It would be over soon. No more suffering for Tay. It was all done in a matter of minutes; he should enjoy this quite to the best of his abilities.

A loud bang made Tay stop in his tracks. Withblurry eyes he looked up to the door that had been thrown open. The handle thathad made this loud noise had crashed into the walls and left an imprint on thetiles. "What the hell you think your doing?!" Tay's anger resurfaced. "Why? Youscared that you can't get the power of my family any longer if I am gone?Scared that you have no one to lie to any longer?" Tay shouted as he angerlyclosed his fists around the blade cutting into his own fingers. "What are youtalking about, darling? I am not lying to you." Vegas was panicking internallybut didn't let his calm mask slip. He had rushed to the tattoo shop as soon asAchara had told him about what had happened. He wanted to see to his littleboy. Making sure that he was doing okay and the injuries Tay's father and hispast lover had inflicted onto him weren't too severe. But he never thought hewould come to the tattoo shop to not even get a response from his good boy. Hehad stood in front of the bathroom door for a bit, knocking and asking if hecould come in. He just wanted to hug his good boy after everything he must havegone through the last day. He wanted to tell him everything would be fineagain. But there was no response just the noise of Tay moving in the bathroom.After a bit of time, Vegas had been flooded with anger and just kicked down thedoor to the bathroom. But what he was seeing now was breaking his heart. Theanger was gone. Only this frustrating feeling of panic and fear was leftbehind. He saw the blood rushing down from his arm, dying the water to Tay'sfeet red. He saw the anger and pain in Tay's eyes that barely were looking athim. "No, you are! You are just using me! I am not going to let you use me anylonger!" Tay screamed on top of his lungs. Vegas eyes hastily rushed over Tay'sbody trying to make out where the blade must be at. He needed to get it awayfrom Tay as quickly as he could so Tay couldn't inflict another wound onhimself. "Darling, I am not using you. I love you. I don't know what Time andyour father have told you, but they are lying. I love you." Slowly Vegas step closer.Finally, he had noticed the blood dripping from Tay's hand that was clingedtogether. "They didn't said anything. You did!" Tay had enough, he wanted toend it now. In a quick movement he wanted to slide the knife back into hisskin. 

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Vegas is here, but is going to be able to save him?

I know I just uploaded yesterday, but since we hit 20k I decided to spoil you guys a little bit with emotional damage. Have fun.