Use Me, Darling

Part 47

Kinn didn't said anything as he saw Tay enter his home, with a huge smile on his face, he just shook his head softly. He had long returned with Porsche and thought that Tay had been in his room, but now as he was sitting there drinking a little glass of whiskey, he saw his best friend enter. He looked at the clothes that Tay wore was nothing that he had ever seen his best friends wear, even not when they were children. Underneath the shorts he could see some plastic wrapped around his leg. "Did you see him again? Or did you get the tattoo by yourself." He nipped on his drink, before pouring one for Tay as well. Slowly Tay came closer and let himself sink into the comfortable lounge chair. "I meet him." He answered shortly. He didn't want to drag to much attention onto himself. But Kinn was clever. He nodded knowingly and for a short second Tay thought he knew who Tay had met tonight, but Kinn didn't said anything. "What tattoo did you get?" Kinn asked after a couple moments of silence in which both of them had empty their glasses. Carefully Tay pulled up the fabric and showed the new tattoo to Kinn. "It suits you." Kinn smiled as he gazed at the fine lines that were clearly visible on his friend's skin. "Does he know, about what has happened to you?" Slowly Kinn reached out to the plastic and let his finger slide over it, without touching the skin. Tay shook his head; "He doesn't, but if I have guessed his expression right, he knows what the tattoo means." Tay knew that Vegas had probably a thousand questions running through his mind right now, all regarding to what had happened that he decided to get this tattoo. "Are you going to tell him?" Tay slowly pulled back down the fabric, careful to not let it touch his skin, as Kinn pulled his hand away again. "If he is going to ask, yes, if he doesn't, I won't tell. But I am pretty sure he is going to ask." Tay just shrugged his shoulders. The way he had gotten to know Vegas, there was no doubt that he would aks the next time the two of them would be alone in private. "You must trust him a lot." Kinn sounded hurt, leaving Tay to question why he would be upset about something like this. His face showed the confusion leading Kinn to continue "I mean, it took you long, to tell me and Time about what had happened to you. So, you must trust him." Was Kinn upset, because Tay took longer to tell him than he took to tell Vegas? Was that now really his problem? Tay shook his head. "I feel more comfortable talking about it, because more time has passed. I have worked though what happened. And it gets easier to tell people about what has happened, the more often you do it. I don't think I necessary trust him more then you. It's just that I am better with it now." Tay was telling the truth. He really couldn't say, if he trusted Vegas more the Kinn, but he definitely felt more comfortable with his own story. He had reached the point in his life, where he felt the need to talk about what happened to give other people, that have been victims like him the same power and comfort he had experienced after talking about it. He wanted everyone to know that it was nothing to be ashamed off. Kinns face softened before turning back to his cold front. "I know you don't want to tell me. But it worries me, not to know who you are hanging out with. I mean I am your best friend, and you don't feel comfortable to tell me, who has been on your mind lately." Tay swallowed; He knew that Kinn was worried about him. That Kinn only wanted the best for him, but he couldn't tell him the truth. Kinn would freak out, if he knew that Vegas and him and been seeing one another. He would never be able to accept the fact, that Vegas and he got along great. "I am sorry Kinn. But I can't. I wish I could, but it is for everyone better, if me and him are keeping it a secret." Kinn nodded again after leaving out a sight of frustration. "I am going to bed. See you tomorrow." He mumbled and carried himself up the stairs to his room, where a sleeping Porsche was waiting for him, to join him in bed. Tay stayed in the lounge a little longer, until he had gotten a message from Vegas announcing that he had gotten home safe, and he enjoyed the day, they had spent with each other.

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Do you think Kinns suspision is justified? I mean he aboviviously worries about Tay and his well being.  

And because the first part was so short, you guys get another one right now, to celebrate a little bit.