Use Me, Darling

Part 33

They stayed slient asthe waiter had approached the two to serve the drink and snacks to Kinn andKhun. With an acted smile he wished them a good appetite before escaping in ahurry, so Khun wouldn't drag him into a long conversation again. "Well anywaythat night I met someone else. We knew each other for a long time, and he usedto flirt with me a lot, but I always stayed away from him." Khun started togrin at Tay words. "Oh Tay, you naughty boy." He giggled before pulling himselfcloser towards Tays chair. "This is exciting." He smiled before taking a hugesip of coffee. "He offered me a ride home and I went with him. That night..." Taylooked around the room to make sure, that no one was listening to them beforelowering his voice. "I... I slept with him." Khun let out a slide scream draggingthe attention of the room to the two of them. In a hurry went his bodyguardsback up to him, but he quickly told them to get away before staring at everysingle person, that looked at them, till they looked away again. "I am sorry.But tell me more. Was he good?" Khun also had lowered his voice and looked witheyes at Tay. "He actually was. I told it was a one-night stand and it wouldn'thappen again." "Why not? If he was good, then why don't you enjoy his abilitiesfor a little?" Tay smiles slightly. "Well, he isn't the best person. He isquite the red flag and Kinn hates him." He paused. "Kinn hates him?" Khunthough for a second "Then it must be Vegas." He joked and started to laugh. Fora short moment Tay's face fell before he started to laugh as well. In hopesthat Khun would not catch on. "It isn't Vegas. However, I think Kinn probablyhates him just as much. He is in many ways similar to him." He tried to explain.That way, the character of Vegas was best explained without admitting that hetalked about him. "Okay I see." Khun said before getting a little bit quieter. "Wellanyway I decided not to see him again. But he kept texting me and showing up,when I need him. He said that I should just use him, till I have gotten overTime. And after I had another fight with Time. And honestly between us, he didgreat. I forgot about Time when I was with him and had a great time with him. However..."Again, Tay stopped to take a sip. "However, he... he did something that hepromised me not to do." Tay couldn't look into Khuns face anymore. He lookeddown into the green of his drink to hide the sadness that just rushed back overhim. "What did he do?" Tay could hear the anger in Khuns voice. Even thoughthey did not talk a lot, Khun felt as if he was Tay big brother. He always feltlike he needed to protect him. "He... he got close to someone else. Which is noteven the worst. He tried to..." Tays voice got even quieter to hide it'sshakiness. "Rape someone." "What!" again the attention of the customers laidwith them. Khun quickly apologized before whispering again: "What?" Tayswallowed. He felt stupid as he was trying to explain, why Vegas had done that."Well, yes. Today he stopped me and talked to me. I have tried to ignore him,but he caught me, where I couldn't escape. He told me, that he did that becausehis father ordered him to do so. He just wanted to make his father proud. Hebroke down and cried and told me what his father made him do..." Tay swallowed ashe remembered how Vegas said and his car crying and telling Tay all he haddone. "And lastly he told me, that he doesn't see a reason to live further, if Iam going to ignore him as I did today." With shaky hands he held his drink.Played with the thin paper straw that was already soaked and started to fallapart. "Wow, Tay. He sounds like he has some serious daddy issues." Khun stayedquiet again. He tried to wrap his mind around all the things, Tay had just toldhim. "Firstly, I like that you got away from Time. He was terrible and you justsuffered. And if the other guy's dick is better, then why not." Tay chocked onhis drink. Khun wasn't wrong for saying that, but it was so unfiltered. "Butwhat you told me now, seems like a red flag. Especially if I think about whatyou have been through already. You know back then..." Hastily Tay nodded. Hedidn't want to hear Khun talk further about his past. The memories were toopainful. "Anyway, do you think he meant what he said, about his farther Imean." Tay shrugged with his shoulders. "That was what I wanted to ask you. Hecried, and he never cries. He never shows emotions. He is always calm and coldand collected. He is manipulative and quick to think. But as he said there inthe car, he looked like a little boy, that just wanted to get some praising byhis parents. He looked like he actually regretted it." Tay felt stupid. He feltso unbelievable dumb. Khun saw his eyes and the sadness in them. "Tay." Hegrabbed his hand. "It's okay. Let's think about this together. Don't be sad."He gently whipped a tear of Tay's face, that Tay himself hadn't even realizehad fallen. "P' I just feel so stupid. My heart tells me, that he was tellingme the truth, that no one could act like that. And I want to believe thatnothing we had done was build on a lie of his side. But my head screams that itwas all wrong. That he just did what he did to gain access to me. To make mefeel bad. I... I don't know anymore." More tears were making it's way down his cheeks,that Khun gently tried to wipe of. "Well. Do you know his father? Could he bedoing something like that?" Khun gently whispered. Tay was still staring downat his hands. "I think so. He is quite a ruthless person." Tay admitted. 

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New chapter. A little late. Still I hope you enjoy a little Tay x Khun.

Your Wiwi. Xx