Use Me, Darling

Part 99

Tay didn't knew when andhow they had gotten to Kinns place. He had felt as if he had been stuck in ablurry mess until now. Now he was wrapped in a warm blanket a cup of teasmoking in his hands. He was sitting on a comfortable couch in Kinn's room.Thankhun was rushing around him, trying to distract him a little, while Vegasstood at the door arguing with Kinn about something that he wasn't able to hearfrom his place. "Could you stop P' I am not in the mood." He whispered butThankhun had heard him and settled next to him on the couch. "I am sorry, Ithought it may give you some sort of distraction." He looked down onto hishands, Thankhun knew he wasn't the best at giving comfort. "Thank you fortrying. I appreciate it." Tay forced a smile onto his lips. He was still in theclothes that had been drenched in Ohms blood. And so was Vegas as well. Theargument Kinn and Vegas had finally come to an end es their attention wasdirected back to the couch. "Everything is dealt with now Tay. No need to worryanymore." Kinn looked a little disgusted as Vegas sat down. He worried aboutthe stains those two blood drenched men would leave behind. But there wereother things to worry about now. His friend had made it. He had grown into aleader that was finally free and got be with the one he loved. Did Kinn approveof Vegas? No. But it wasn't his place to judge their love. Especially when hegot to see those soft moments of Vegas, just like now, as he gently dragged Tayinto his arms and gave him one of the sweets hugs there could be. Gentlyplacing a kiss on his lovers' forehead. Thankhun smiled softly while hittingKinn softly in his side. Giving him the sign to leave the room to the twolovers that just had gone through hell and back for one another. Silently theyleft. Vegas gently stroked Tay's back as he whined into his chest. "So muchdeath and all of it just because of us." He cried out gripping his fingerstighter into Vegas clothes. "I know darling. But remember what Ohm said, weshould not regret the lives they have given for us. Only then it will beunnecessary bloodshed. For you, I would go through all that again. You are mypurpose darling. I love you." Vegas softly kissed Tay. Their kiss tasted likethe tears both of them were losing. They both had lost their fathers today nomatter how terrible they had been to them; they were still their fathers andnow they were gone. Tay wished his father could had stayed the way he used tobe when his mother was still around. The loving and caring man he was backthen, would be the person Tay would try to think off now, when he thought abouthis father. Forgetting all the pain he had caused. They needed to kill him.They needed to do so. But Tay still wished that they would have found anotherway to resolve all of this. Vegas couldn't help himself, but cry. He had killedhis father. He had killed his brothers father. Would Maccau be able to forgivehim, for taking away his father? Maybe their relationship would have ended upas messed up, as Vegas own relationship to his father. "I am sorry, that weneeded to take it this far Tay. I am so sorry. I hope one day all those thatdied and their families will be able to forgive us. But first we need toforgive ourselves. We did what we needed to do." Another sweet kiss was sharedbetween the lovers. The salt of their tears still lingering on their tongues.Vegas pressed Tay's body stronger against his own. If he could do so, he wouldwan't to become with Tay at that moment, to never again miss this sent andtaste. He wanted to feel every inch of Tay's body against his own. As Vegashands traveled underneath Tay's shirt he stopped him. "Please don't. I don'tthink I can do that just yet." Tay whispered with a broken voice. "I love youbut all I can see at the moment, are all those people that have died for us. Ican't..." Again a couple of tears fell down his puffy cheeks. "Of course darling.I just wanted to have you close to me. But just cuddeling is already more thanI could ask for. I really was scared that we would never see each other again,after all that had happened. I was so scared of loosing you. Especially asAchara did that, I thought I had lost you. What am I supposed to do withoutyou? How was I supposed to go on? All those questions were rushing through mymind in that moment. But there was nothing that I could do to protect you inthose moments and that is what cared me the most." Vegas broke down into tears,his hands shaking as he spoke. Gently Tay took Vegas handy and guided them ontohis chest, where they could feel his warm skin. "But I am okay. You are okay.You don't need to protect me anymore Vegas. I have grown to learn to protectmyself and I have found people in my life that are willing to give their lifein order to protect me. We both have grown; we both have learned so much whilebeing with one another. Thank you for staying by my side and be my anchor inthe darkest of times." Gently Tay's fingers whipped away the tears from Vegascheek. Giving Vegas a feeling of comfort, that only Tay had ever given to him. 

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And I am back with a new chapter. I know it has taken me quite some time. But writing the end of this story is pretty tuff for me. I guess I don't know how to come to a good ending. Anyway It is now finally all over for Tay and Vegas. There fathers are dead, no one is in the way of their love anymore. I guess love wins again. There are a couple more chapters to come, and yes i will give you some more wholesome and spicy moments because I hate it, when books end without some sweet moments at the end to round it all off. Or maybe all of this want even be the end? Who knows maybe a part two will be coming for you guys. Who knows, who know? 

By the way do you even want a part two of this story, because I still see some potential for it in the ending that i am currently working on.

Anyway till the next part.