Use Me, Darling

Part 61

Tay had carried himself around all day, whenever he tried to sit down, the sharp pain reappeared. But now he always grab onto the necklace, reminding himself, who he was baring the pain for. Kinn eyed him from time to time, he tried his best, to accept Vegas and Tay together. The thought of his best friend, being with his biggest revival was hard. Harder than Kinn had thought. Knowing that Tay had seen him, while Vegas had done all does things to Porsche, made it even worst. He had told Tay about it all and he still hadn't bet an eye and continued sleeping with Vegas, as if he had no moral compass at all. He had seen the now necklace that Tay carried so proudly, and he was sure that Time had seen it as well. It was hard to ignore that shining material and the reflecting stone. He knew that Tay wanted to make Time suffer for all the things he had done against him, but the risks that the discovery of his new lover carried were to high. If Time ever would be able to figure out who Tay was seeing, which obviously wasn't to hard, as Kinn had figured it out in such a short time. Tay and Vegas had been lucky, that Time hadn't invested to much energy in the discovery of them and still was convinced that Tay would sooner or later return to him. However as soon as he finally has realized that Tay wasn't going to come back, a sleeping monster would be woken up. Destroying everything, if it meant to protect his dignity. Especially Tay's choice of lover, would trigger Times anger. Kinn really didn't want to be around when Time figured everything out. Even now, he wasn't aware how Time would react, when he discovered that Kinn himself had known about it and accepted it.

Kinn tried his best to distract Time, let his attention be on other people, but his tries were rather unsuccessful. Time only followed his attention grabbers for a short moment before his eyes cycled back to Tay. Rising the annoyance Tay felt towards him. Kinn had nearly made it, he had nearly distracted them, as Tay finally had enough. "Time could you stop staring at me." Annoyed he looked at Kinns other best friend. "Why should I, you are my boyfriend. Am I not allowed to look at my boyfriend now?" Time laughed sarcastically. The group had been on there way to there cars at this point, but had stopped in their tracks as Time had spoken. "You really can't get it in your head, can you? YOU are not MY boyfriend! A boyfriend wouldn't cheat on me and treat me like shit. The only unspeakable thing that you haven't done in our past relationship, was beating me." Tay had lost composer at this point. Never had Kinn seen Tay scream so loud and with such anger, as he did right now. It was the first time, that Tay looked scary to Kinn, like he had let out a hidden beast inside of him, that had replaced the sweet, loving and sassy Tay. This was the first time, that Kinn was able to see, the mafia leader that was hidden in Tay, the reason why he should be feared by his opponents. "Don't you dare make our time together something that it wasn't. Did you had your fun? Did you love being with me? You cannot have moved on already, or did you never love me?" Time didn't budge underneath Tay's deathly stares. "You really asking me if I loved you? ME? I have forgiven you every single time, you have hurt me and fucked. I have always been on your side, trying to justify your ways, even though they hurt me the most. I have loved you, for such a long time, but I am done being your peasant. I will no longer be something you use and toss aside, until you can not find anything better anymore. I am done with your degradation. I am done being used by you. I am done being lied to. I am done with not being taking seriously anymore. Simply I am done with you and your stupid arrogance that everything belongs to you. You would be nowhere without me and my family." Tay's eyes were burning in rage as he stepped closer towards Time. A couple of students had stopped and watched them. The louder Tay got the more people stopped and watched. "I would be nothing without you?" Time calmly stepped closer. "You have heard me." "Did my father come to yours, pleading that You should protect me. That his son is not able to keep himself safe? Was I the one getting raped, because I was too stupid and naïve?" Tay's strong mask slipped, for a matter of seconds he was thrown back into the world of pain his rapist had inflicted upon him. Kinn looked at Time shocked. He couldn't believe that Time really just had blurred out Tay's biggest insecurity and darkest part of his past. Tay gasped for air, as he returned back from the night to the here and now. He wanted to say something, but his throat had run dry. "You bastard." Tay whispered and before he himself was able to throw a punch, Times body thrown back to the impact of a kick into his stomach. An in rage burning Vegas, had kicked Time so hard, that he fell to the ground. "How dare you." He spitted out. Vegas whole body was tensed and ready to fight Time. After a couple of seconds of shock, Time got back up on his feet. If he would had been a dog foam would have started to form in front of his mouth. Deadly the two men started at each other. "Stop it! Both of you!" Kinn shouted and broke the focus that the two had on each other. With the dominance he always portrayed he stepped between the two of them. "You calm down! And you two go!" Vegas wanted to say something. He didn't want to leave, he wanted to protect his lovers honor and fight the man, that wasn't able to see his worth. But the soft touch of a warm hand at his back made him stop in his tracks. His eyes returned to the owner of the hand. A slightly shaking Tay looked at him with a tainted view, trying to fight the tears that wanted to escape. Immediately his anger puffed away, and the worry about his lover returned. He needed to get Tay out of here, away from the crowds to give him the comfort that he needed. Hastily he escaped the scene, closely followed by Tay.

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Oh man. Time doesn't seem to be all to happy.