Use Me, Darling

Part 49

The next morning, he wasawoken by Kinn bragging into his room. "Are you telling me, this someone that Iam not even supposed to know, knows that you are staying here at my place. Howcan you just give out my address like that. You know how dangerous it is"Confused Tay pushed the book away, that he had finished sometime in the middleof night, but didn't cared enough about to lay it properly away. He looked atKinns furious face and then into his hands. He was holding a basked filled withsnacks, flowers and lot's of other stuff that Tay couldn't identify from wherehe was sitting at. "What do you mean?" He asked still tied. Kinn growledannoyed. "Your lover has sent you a gift. Why the fuck did you told him, whereI live, that send it." Tay's heart skipped a beat. Vegas really had taken thetime, to prepare another present for him. But now wasn't the time to getexcited about something like that. "I didn't told him. He knew you and whereyou live long before we meet." Tay tried to explain. "How the fuck does he knowit? Why does he know me?" However what Tay had said didn't calm the mad Kinn.He just seemed to be getting angrier and angrier. "Who is it Tay. This hasnothing to do with you but with the safety of my family, so the fuck tell mewho." He shouted. Tay rarely had seen Kinn this mad, usually he tried to keep acalm front and when he was alone broke out like a sleeping volcano but now, hisfull anger was directed at him. But Tay couldn't say anything. Kinn would be evenmadder when he knew who Tay had been seeing the last weeks. "It's not Kim orThankkhun, right?" Tay shook his head. "Is it one of the bodyguards here.Common you could tell me that, and you know it." Again, Tay shook his head.Would he be able to deny Vegas, when Kinn asked him. He wasn't to sure. Taydidn't trust his lying abilities when it came to Kinn. He had seen him liecountless of times; he probably knew it better then Tay himself when he waslying. Kinn took a deep breath and let his hands wander through his hair infrustration. "Okay, Tay. I need to know who it is. I need to make sure, that weare safe, that is my job. Who could it be, that you can't tell me." Tay hadn'trealized that small tears slowly had made their way down his cheeks until theirtaste laid on his lips. Quickly he whipped them away before looking back intoKinns eyes that slowly had softened while looking at the tears that streameddown his friend's face. "Tay I really need to be sure that nothing is going tohappen to any of us. If you can't tell me, can you promise me, that he is not goingto be a new safety issue?" Tay let out a little sob as he opened his mouth toanswer Kinn. "I promise you. But I can't... I can't tell you who it is. Pleasetrust me." Kinn couldn't look further at Tay. The way he was crying made himwant to sit down next to him and cry as well. Tay just was that kind of crierthat made one want to cry as well. "Please just be careful." Kinn said softlyplacing the basket on Tay's blanket and left. Motionless Tay sat on his bedletting the tears fall. He knew it would be hard to keep it away from Kinn. Hedidn't want to lie to Kinn, he didn't want to hide himself from Kinn. But heneeded to guarantee their safety. It hurt. It hurt so God damn much. Even small,sweet gestures that he usually would be so excited about, brought him now intobad situations. Tay closed his eyes. Why couldn't he and Vegas just be normalpeople, not from families in this kind of business. Kinn could hate him eventhen, but there wouldn't be any other struggle behind their relationship. Hewished for it so often to just be normal. Just like anyone else. Where no onecould say anything against their relationship. Yeah, Time would have beenupset, so would had been Kinn. But after some time, they would have been ableto accept, but as things were now. There was never a way for Tay and Vegas toget their little happy ever after that they craved so much. Tay's phonedisrupted his thoughts.

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Oh well, do you think Kinns reaction was justified? 

By the way sorry for not psoting, I have been sick for the last 4 weeks and still try to recover. Nothing serious though.