Use Me, Darling

Part 23

Together they made their way back. As Tay just wanted to get into his car Time stopped him. "How have you been feeling the last couple of days. Are still feeling nauseous?" His hand reached out to Tay's check but he was quick to push it away. "I am all good now. Not need to worry about me." Tay still wasn't over what Time had said in that hospital room. How could he say that love was easy for him, when the person he was supposed to be dating didn't even talk to him outside of public events? How could he say that whatever the two of them were having to lie about ever since that night had been anything else but complicated? "Please Tay, just accepted me back again already. You and I know that I will not take to long, till you are going to be laying back in my arms and until then I am going to do everything like I would when you have forgiven me." Tay couldn't help but feel even more disgusted by Time. He wasn't that easy. He wasn't going to give in again. He was going to stay strong this time. "Do you think I am that simple?" his voice shock in anger. "Babe that's not what I meant, I meant that you are going to miss the comfort that I have given you and then you will be back with me. Just look at this Monday, when I found you in the bathroom. You pretending to sleep? I knew that you already had woken up. Be honest to yourself you need me." Time had this disgusting smile on his face, that made Tay's blood boil. He knew nothing about the person that Tay had become. He wasn't the old Tay that would blindly trust him again and again, no matter how many times he hurt him. And he didn't need him for comfort. "That won't happened. I have found way better comfort then your useless ass. So, if you would excuse me." Tay pushed him roughly away, before opening his car and sliding onto his seat. He wanted to slam his door shut, however Time had grabbed it before he could. "What do you mean?" His eyes were burning in anger. "Nothing that you would need to know of." With that Tay started his car and just drove off. He pulled himself together the best he could until he pulled a couple minutes later into a free parking space. His hands were trembling the whole time as he had driven: His vision had gone blurry from the tears that slowly wanted to escape him. However, Tay had made a decision. He couldn't continue like that. Maybe it was just an impulsive act out of the situation. But Time had given him the final push to do it. He wasn't replacing Time with anyone else. He had no room left in his heart for Time. He just took on the comfort of some else that was better him, till he had found someone that actually deserved his love. His voice was shaky as he finally spoke to the person he had called. "I need you."

Vegas giggled a little as he heard the worst of hisgood boy. "I was hoping you would come around. Will you push me away again, assoon as I have slept with you?" He looked down onto his bloody nails. He justhad taken care of an intruder of the mayor families casino and had apparentlymissed a spot on his fingers while cleaning up himself. "No, I will push youaway when I have found someone that is better than you." Tay explained. Vegascould hear his deep breaths, that Tay used to calm himself down. "What aboutTime?" He asked. Obviously, Vegas didn't gave a fuck about what Time wasthinking about this whole situation, but he wanted to be sure, that his goodboy, was really ready for him. "I don't care about him. He is just someone Iknew nothing more. Can we meet?" He could hear the anger in Tay's voice, againa smile appeared on his lips. "Sure, send me your location, I will come andpick you up." "Okay, please make it quick." And with that Tay had hung up.Vegas didn't even made it all the way to his bike as his phone announced a newmessage. "Such an obedient boy." He grinned before driving himself to the sendlocation. Tay just sad there, behind the steering wheel, while staring blindlyof into the other cars that had parked in that parking lot. He shouldn't feelbad. Not for Time, he had done the same thing to him, no he had been even worsewhile doing so, as they still were an actual couple. He didn't felt bad for hisdad, he didn't cared about him, so why should continue to do so. Didn't he eventold him to find himself a side lover, while staying together with Time for thepower? He just did as his father said, only that it was not a no one he wasgoing to stay with a no one. Only for Kinn he felt a little bad, but Vegas wasright, as his best friend he should support him and his decisions even if hedidn't agree with them. He would want to see him happy, right? A knock on hiswindows made him look up. Vegas stood in front of his car door, sweetly wavingat him. Tay couldn't help but to softly smile while letting him enter. "Why didyou need me so urgently?" Vegas asked as sat down. Tay didn't answer, he justlet himself fall into Vegas' arms. "I am going to use you, like you told meto." He mumbled while sucking in his scent. All his sense being sounded byVegas he knew that he had made the right decision. "Very well good boy. Let'sswitch seats and get us some more privacy." Tay nodded but didn't let go Vegas' torso. Hejust wanted to further breath in his smell. To further listen to his heartbeat.To further feel his muscles, move underneath his clothes. "Darling, you need tolet go of me, if you want me to take us somewhere else." "Let me just stay likethis a little longer." Tay begged while looking up with huge eyes. Vegas smileat that adorable sight. "Okay, let's stay like this a little longer. Whateveryou want darling." The two of them stayed together like that for a bit longer,until Tay didn't felt like breaking out into his emotions anymore. Vegas felthow Tay slowly relaxed into his arms. "Are we good to go now?" Gently Vegas placed his lips onto Tay's forehead as he slowly nodded. 

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