Use Me, Darling

Part 11

Tay didn't knew where he was when he woke up again. The only thing he knew was the pain all over his body, making nearly any move unbearable. It took him some seconds till he remembered what all had happened last night. Tay really didn't want to open his eyes and to look at Vegas disgusting grin. He had finally gotten what Vegas wanted and he really had managed to turn Tays whole world up side down like no one had done before. However, Tay meant what he had said. Vegas was a one night stand, nothing else and he would never become anything else. Thinking back to all the things they had done last night made Tay nearly hard again. Still no matter how good the sex had been, he could never sleep with Vegas again. It was a one night only thing that would be it. It happen because Tay was drunk, sad and jealous. There never will be any other reason for him to sleep with that disgusting human being next to him again. Vegas was only taking advantage of Tay, and Tay wouldn't let that happen again.

Hastly he grabbed his clothes and disappeared into the bathroom. Where is my phone? In a hurry he looked through his still wet clothes. Why had I been so stupid. No matter how good he had been last night, this should have never happened. Thought Tay as he unlocked his phone and called one of his men to pick him up. His phone was filled up with messages and missed calls, however for now Tay didn't care thier content, just as much as he couldn't face them. Not because he was scared of Times messages, but because he didn't knew how to face his best friend anymore. How could some that calls himself best friend to Kinn, sleep with his biggest enemy. A guy he had always warned one about. All the things that Kinn had preached to him before, had been forgotten last night. But it should have never happened. I am sorry Kinn. I am such a miserable friend. I am so sorry.

Tay wanted to cry. Why couldn't he hold himself back last night? After he had made his call and slipped back into his clothes, he quickly left the room. No, Tay wouldn't look back. Not now, not ever. He wanted to erase whatever had happened yesterday and never think back about Vegas touch on his body.

Gaining a curios look from the women behind the register he escape the motel. Hopping that he never needed to see this places again and be reminded of his biggest mistake. He would have said, that he didn't want to see Vegas again, however saying something like that was to no use, he would run into Vegas sooner or latee anyways.

Tay felt so dirty. He felt like he had betrayed everyone that knew him. Kinn, his father, his mother even Time. As he arrived home, he immediately took a shower in hopes of not only washing away the traces of last night, but all the vivid memories with it. After an hour that he had been standing underneath the shower, questioning every possible life decision he had ever made his phone rang again. He wasn't ready to face reality again, but that was what he needed to do. In hopes it would be one of his man, he looked onto the screen. Tay was to scared to face either Kinn or Time. Kinn because he felt bad for what he had done to him and Time because he still was more then just a bit up set about what he had done.

Tay's hopes were lost as a picture of Kinn danced on the screen. "Yes?" Tay needed a moment to make himself sound like his usual self before he talked again. "Hello Kinn. Why do you call?" Tay was shaking. What if Vegas had told Kinn what they had done last night? What if Kinn had seen the tow of them leave? Was Kinn mad at him or disappoint or did he still had no clue about the events that had taken place last night? "Tay... I think, I made... I made a mistake last night." Kinn sounded unusually upset. His voice seemed to shake a slight bit. Tay let out a breath of relieve. In no way could he mean what happened between Vegas and him.

"What do you mean Kinn?" Tay put on one of his robes before sitting down on his soft couch. "I..." Never had Tay seen Kinn so upset about something. "I kissed someone." Tay nearly started to laugh as Kinn explained his situation. "Kinn, that isn't something shocking. You have nearly every night a new lover. You kissed some one last night? So what?" "I kissed Porsche."

For a moment Tay was frozen in shock. He quickly pinched himself but nothing changed. "You kissed Porsche?" "Yes." No wonder Kinn had been sounding so upset. There was no way Porsche was gay or even liked Kinn. He hated Kinn for making him work underneath him. He must hade been drunk and though Kinn was some kind of horny women.

"And you know the worst part?" Kinn seemed to get even more upset now. "He doesn't even remember the kiss." "But isn't that a good think. If he doesn't know he can't tell anyone. So no one will know that you kissed one of your men." Tay was confused. Wasn't that the best possible outcome from such a situation? "Common he kissed me. I am an incredible kisser how could he forget about such amazing lips and techniques?" Now Kinn finally sounded more like himself. Tay chuckeld. "I don't know. However, it's for the best, don't you agree?" Kinn just grumbled into the phone. "But enough about me. Where did you disappear to? I though you went home with Time but then he showed up again all upset and asked if we had seen you." Tay swallowed. He just needed to lie a say that he had gone home. Everything else was fine for Kinn to hear. Still Tay felt terrible lying to his friend. Tay took a deep breath before answering: "I went home." Tay didn't want to go int all to much detail about what had happened. He didn't want to reminded how Time had ripped his heart out. It still hurt to much.

"That was quite obvious, but what happened before. Why didn't you leave with Time?" Why can't you just let it slide Kinn? Tay cried internally. "I think you should ask Time what he did." Tay tried his best not to let his voice break, still Kinn heard how upset Tay got over that subject. "Did you figure out that he was cheating again?" ask Kinn carefully. "No. I did not figure out that he was cheating again. I walked in on him cheating on me with one of Porsches friends." Anger came back up in Tay as he said that. Tay closed his eyes took a deep breath and took a sip from the cup of whiskey, that he had purred himself as he went back into his room. "He did not cheat on you, while you were at the same party as he was?" Kinn genuinely sounded disappointed in Time. "Yes he did. I broke up with him right there and then." Thinking about not having him at his side anymore made Tay nearly tear up again. "I am sorry Tay. I didn't knew he would do such kind of thing. Are you alright?" "No I am not alright. But what is there to change? This time I am not going to go back to him. This time was one to much. I never want to see or speak to him again." In that moment the phone only used for house intern calls rang. "wait a second I've got another call on the house telephone."

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I have the feeling like a lot of people will not see, that i have uploaded part 10, as i deleted it yesterday, immedatly after publishing it. It was an accident yesterday but to appoligies i diecided to also upload part 11 so you guys have fun with the double amount of TayxVegas

See ya. Wiwi. Xx