Use Me, Darling

Part 40

"However, I want to havea little bit of a more serious talk with you. Kinn told me what has happenedbetween you too. I mean everything." Tay was careful. He didn't want to ripopen closed wounds but he needed to make sure, that Porsche was okay. All thethings that had happened to him over the last couple of weeks, probably haveleft their marks, not only on his body but also on his mind. Porsche swallowed."I know what Kinn has done in that hotel. And what Vegas tried to do to you."Tay continued trying to sound as calm as he could. Porsche had heightened upthe tempo that the two of them were swimming in, which made Tay short ofbreath, but he still wanted to say, what he had to say. "I just wanted to askyou, if you are okay and if you want to talk about it. I knew what has happenedto you, is a lot but sometimes talking to someone else helps. At least it washelpful to me to speak to someone that could understand where I came from." Taywas nervous. He didn't want to make Porsche uncomfortable, which he already haddone. But he needed to know that he wasn't alone with this. "Thank you. Iappreciate that. I have forgiven Kinn, he was so sincere when he apologized forwhat he had done. The worst was, that he made punished me after all that. Notthat the things that have happened that night, didn't affect me, but that heeven punished be after doing that was pretty bad." Porsche admitted. He hadreally forgiven Kinn. But still to think back was painful. "I can imagine that.If it helps any. Kinn had called me the same day, saying how bed he felt forwhat he had done to you that night and afterwards." Tay didn't want to justifyKinns actions. Kinn himself was aware enough to know, what he had done wasterrible. But if telling Porsche this, would give him at least a little comfortTay was satisfied. Porsche nodded. "And the Thing with Vegas. I mean nothingreally happened there. Kinn was there in time, which I am very grateful of. Itwas more Kinn that pissed me of that night." Porsche laughed. He had taken thelead and Tay struggled to keep up and letting his voice still sound calm. "I amsorry Porsche, but could you slow down a little." He gasped. It was obviousthat Porsche spent more time doing sport then him. He probably got here every dayto swim some rounds. Porsche had already reached the edge again. As he turnedaround to look after Tay and saw that he was trying his best to keep up hegrinned before pushing himself out of the water and sit down on the edge. Hewould give the struggling friend of his lover a little break for now. "ThankGod. You stopped swimming." Exhausted he tried to catch his breath after he hada little less elegant than Porsche left the water. Porsche just laughed. "Buthonestly if you need anything, give me call. You haven been through quite somestuff since you started working for this family." Tay said as soon as he hadcaught his breath. "Well can you stop that this crapy shit is happening to me?"Porsche joked, but deep inside of him, he was sick of this stuff happening. Hehad enough drugging, kidnappings and punishments experienced for the rest ofhis lifetime. Tay laughed with him. "I don't think I can. I can only offer youan open ear. I don't think that I can do anything more than that, or a certainsomeone will get jealous." Again, both of them laughed. Porsche was a lot nicerthe Kinns last ex had been. "Thanks. If you would apologize, I still need toget some sport in." Tay just nodded and watched Porsche jump back into thewater. His swim strokes were a lot faster and precise then before. For a shortmoment he watched the bodyguard glid through the water before leaving Porscheto be. He seemed fine. As far as Tay was able to judge. He had said all therewas to say to him. He had made sure, that Porsche understood where he had comefrom. That he wasn't alone. And he believed that he had achieved that. As hehad turned around the corner, that made Porsche unable to see where he was, hebumped into his friend. Kinn stood there still in motion looking at Tay. In hiseyes laid a hind of sadness. "What did he say?" He whispered so quietly thatTay asked himself, if he had just imagined the words in his head. "He saidthank you. And if there was anything that he felt the need to talk about to me,he would." Tay explained trying to take the fear that had a hold of Kinns bodyaway. "He doesn't hate me?" Kinns voice had gotten a little stronger, now heonly seemed to whisper to hide his voice from Porsche. "No, he doesn't. Hewasn't happy with your actions. But he is okay now." Sounded Tay's calmingvoice again. He really wanted to take away the worries his best friend had. Hewanted to reassure him, but there was nothing more that he could say. Healready had said way more than he was sure of. Kinn nodded and moved out ofTay's way. Tay also nodded with the intend to say goodbye and left. He wasgetting cold standing in there all wet and really wanted to take a nice showerbefore getting dressed for his one class he would have today.

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Okay guys I think my pre writing is nearing it's ending. I guess we have about 20 to 30 more parts to go until this storyline will finish. 

I would love it, if guys could give me a little feefback of how things are and what you guys want me to change up. 

Anyway hope you could enjoy it and see you soon. 

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