"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 10: Confessions)

I just needed to perform once more with Namjoon and then I'd be out of his life. Not that I ever thought that I was in it but you know what I mean. I couldn't be around him. I was influencing him somehow and it wasn't pleasing to everyone. Why did he go and do that making us get into trouble? Let me explain.

.

I came back to the stadium the next day smiling and happy. I was totally excited to see Namjoon again but when I arrived he wasn't anywhere in sight. They had organised a few meetings for him so I was stuck in the lounge room with the television. The concert from last night was playing on the screen. When I heard my voice I was stunned. I knew I was good but my voice sounded so clear and powerful.

.

"Not bad," I whispered to myself but someone responded.

.

"Actually you're quite good," the voice of Agust D himself.

.

Sigh... I don't know if I'll ever get used to this. "Good afternoon, Mr. Min."

.

He laughed, "Please, call me Yoongi."

.

I swallowed my nervousness, "Yoongi..."

.

"You have more than just talent. You're skilled and I'm guessing trained to sing about any genre of music."

.

Wow! He was good, "Yes. I studied Music at University choosing vocals as my lead instrument. I was really good at the Opera styling but found myself loving Jazz, Pop and Gospel too. My vocal coach was amazed at the way I would transition from one genre to the other. He said most people are usually stuck singing one style of music but I was different." I didn't mean to sound boastful but it was true.

.

Yoongi didn't think I was being boastful either. He was just bobbing his head in agreement with me, "Your vocal coach must have been really happy to work with you. You also seem to be very accommodating as well."

.

"What do you mean by that?" I hoped he didn't think I was a loose individual.

.

"I mean someone who wouldn't give trouble or have a diva-like attitude. You seem to have your head on except when it comes to affairs of the heart."

.

He said that last part with a grin as he looked straight into my face. I couldn't help but blush as I wasn't sure exactly how much he knew. But from the likes of his expression, looks like he knew everything. Namjoon probably confessed to him but I tried to play dumb.

.

"Whatever do you mean by that?"

.

Yoongi then turned and whispered in my face, "You know exactly what I mean by that."

.

Still play dumb girl... "Really? I have no idea," and I grinned at him showing him that I knew exactly what he was talking about. He just chuckled and he took my hand and led me to a spot where no one would hear our conversation.

.

"I told Namjoon that I like you. Maybe because you kinda remind me of me in a sense." When I looked puzzled at his comparison, he chuckled again, "You don't take shit from anyone but you wear your heart on your sleeve. You're strong but you're afraid of heartbreak. Am I right?"