"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 56: Where Are You, Blue?)

The walls and the entire world came crashing down. When the last show in LA was over I excitedly rushed backstage where I hoped Blue would've been waiting for me but she wasn't there. After 15 minutes passed and still there wasn't any sign of her, I asked security to go check in the VIP booth for her but they came back empty. Where the fuck was she? I laughed thinking she might be in the toilet but then she wasn't there either.

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I needed my phone so I went to look for T who surprisingly wasn't in the room with us, "Where the fuck is everyone?" I shouted and I ran towards the room Blue was in during the concert but when I got there, it was empty. The seat wasn't even warm. What the hell was going on? And where the fuck was T?

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I was beginning to panic right about now and when I started to shout out Blue's name that's when T finally appeared.

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"Where the fuck were you? You know what, fuck that: WHERE'S BLUE?"

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T just looked around, "Isn't she here? I thought she was coming here after the show."

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I looked at her but she seemed genuine when she said she didn't know where Blue was. I began to give instructions to the security, "Find her right now," and they went off to find my love.

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I couldn't sit still though and I questioned T again, "Where's my phone?"

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T stuttered, "They were sent back to South Korea."

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"WHAT??? Who gave that order?"

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"The CEO. He called when you guys were already in the second half of the show."

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What in the actual fuck was going on? Everyone was on eggshells looking at me but I was fucking mad. Then one person who was part of the LA team came up to me.

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"Ahem excuse me, Mr. Kim but I heard you were looking for Miss Blue."

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I almost hugged the girl, "Yes. Where is she?" The girl was hesitant so I calmed down, "It's okay. You can tell me. Is she alright?"

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The girl then said, "I saw her leaving earlier. I was by the entrance when she hailed a taxi." I was going to thank her when the girl added, "I saw that she was crying when the car drove off."

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"When was that? Do you remember?"

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"It was when you were performing the new song, 'Run BTS!'. I remember hearing it playing and thinking how ironic because she was running too." She giggled a bit but then got serious when she saw my face. "Oh, I'm sorry."

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I was done past laughing at jokes now. If what the girl said was true then that meant Blue left since the beginning of the show and that was almost 2 hours ago. God knows where she was right now. I thanked the young lady and went to find Choi our driver who also was nowhere to be found. By the time I began to rant and rave, my six brothers were next to me.

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"Joon... don't worry, we'll help you find her," Jimin said as we all headed back to the hotel.

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