"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 70: I Found Her)

I was lying down and I felt the sun shining on my face. The light from the window woke me up but it was the footsteps that I heard down the corridor that got me off the bed and out of her room. Someone was here and they were in the E.R. I cautiously walked closer and heard a sound from the television. I slowly turned to the corner of the door and saw someone sitting on the sofa. I saw the brown curls and my mind went crazy...

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"Dia?" I asked softly but got a harsh response.

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"OH FUCK!!!!!!! WHAT THE HELL?"

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I thought it was her because I remembered seeing those same kind of curls on the woman from the airport but this wasn't my Blue. It was her sister, Tammi. I didn't noticed that she had brown curls before. I guess it never dawned on me that this was probably what Blue would've really looked like.

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"Tammi?" I said as I came into the room.

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"OH MY GOD... Namjoon. You frightened the shit out of me." Her sister continued as she turned to look at me.

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This wasn't good. Tammi was the one who didn't like us. She thought BTS was a bunch of boys running around in skirts and makeup. Well technically, she was right... But even though we were in touch with our feminine sides we definitely weren't females. Blue proved that over and over with me many times but I wasn't about to reveal my sex life to a woman who didn't know or liked me at all.

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I apologised, "I'm sorry I startled you but I came in last night and had nowhere to go."

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She looked at me with her poker face, "That's not what I heard." I looked at her and she explained, "Heard you passed by moms looking for Dia there. Ben did a real number on you, eh? Shut you down. Guess you're not accustomed to being treated like that, are you, Kim Namjoon?"

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I rubbed the back of my head, "Look, Tammi. I know you don't really like us..."

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"Hmm that would be an understatement..."

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I looked at her and said, "Okay. Well you don't like us at all..."

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"Hmm... closer but go on."

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God. She was killing me but something made me continue and I used what I had prayed for to see if she would help me, "I came here not knowing what to do but when I prayed I felt Nicholas guiding me."

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She opened her eyes big, "Nicholas? As in my dead nephew? Why would you..."

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"I didn't know who to turn to. I'm officially an atheist but yet when I got to know your sister and what she went through with the loss of your nephew, I prayed to your God too. When I came here last night, I thought of Nicholas. It was because of his funeral that I was able to find where your family's homes are."

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She looked at me and I saw the lightbulb lit, "You used the locations on your phone to find out where we lived."

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I nodded, "It's because of Nicholas that I'm here. I thought of him when I arrived."

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