"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 29: Home2)

Holy Fuck! What the hell just happened? We drove the rest of the way in silence. I was sorry from the moment I accused her of only wanting sex with me. I knew it wasn't true yet I said it and now that it was out in the air, I couldn't take it back. The hurtful thing was that I didn't want to just be friends with her either even though I said it. Why do guys do dumb shit like that?

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SHIT! I looked at her face. She was on the verge of tears: angry tears. I got her angry. She had every right to be but so did I. No one, not even Blue could tell me who I should love and who I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. There was no one else in this whole wide world whom I wanted to spend my time with or my money on. She shocked me when she said she was rich because she seemed so humble. She wasn't pompous, conceited or rude or showed any signs of someone who would make others feel they were beneath her. Blue was a pure and virtuous woman who placed others before her own feelings.

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She loved me with every fibre of her being. I knew because I felt the same way too. I kept looking across at her and saw the tears flowing on her cheeks. I went brave and reached out to touch her and when I thought she would move away, she didn't. Most angry girls would. God! I loved her even when she was angry with me. I didn't say anything but wiped away her tears.

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I knew the situation about our families was a debate that I couldn't win, right now. However I was determined to conquer this battle, so right there and then I made up my mind to handle my end of the problem. When I returned to South Korea I would tackle my family, the elders and get legal advice on how to make a life with Blue happen. I needed her more than I needed any of them combined.

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I saw as we entered into a housing community and after turning into a few streets she finally slowed down. Then she picked up a small black device and pushed the button. I saw as a large gateway opened and we drove inside. It was dark at first but as soon as we entered, the lights came on and as the car passed the gate, it closed. We drove up into an area and she parked the car.

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She looked at me and said, "You ready?"

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I knew I couldn't make any jokes now but if I hadn't made my stupid comment earlier I would've told her that I was ready to fuck her the moment I met her. Saying that now would probably make her start back the car and drop me back to my hotel so I stayed quiet and just nodded.

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We exited the car, took up our bags and walked to the front door. I was looking at everything she was doing: making notes. She went up to a finger pad on the front of the door. I looked down at her and I couldn't help the rush feeling inside of me to just grab her and kiss her fucking hard. But I couldn't. We fought in the car and we had time to think about what we said. Now was forgiving time. I had to say how sorry I was but Blue just used her finger to open the door and as we entered the area inside lit up. Wow!

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"This is the foyer. You take your shoes off here."

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I was amazed that it was just like how we do it at my home but not even my house had an amazing reception area like this. It was beautiful just like its owner. I tried to look at her but she just continued doing her daily routine without looking at me. I knew she was still upset so I let her be. I loved watching her too so I did.

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"Would you like a tour of the house now or would you like to go and wash-up and change?"

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