"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 43: Right Here)

I could tell that Namjoon was the jealous type and even though I never thought of myself as being envious, I couldn't help but feel like the green-eyed monster was growing inside of my tummy. OMG! What the hell just happened? Did I just see Younha hugging and kissing Namjoon? My Namjoon? From the looks of the others around us, it was true and I wasn't seeing things. Yoongi froze and so did the other BTS members.

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I was so happy and excited about the show tonight that I walked to the boys' dressing room without waiting for him to come and get me. I wanted to surprise him but it looked as though I was the one surprised tonight. Younha made it clear that they were on a very friendly page. Whether Namjoon was genuinely shocked or didn't have a clue as to why she was there, the fact remains that she was here and she was stating her claim on him. But what was even more hurtful was that he just stood there while she was touching him. I felt the insides of me get all hot as though I was sinking into a volcano with magma swimming all around. I wasn't ready to erupt. Not yet but then as the seconds passed, I realised that I couldn't. The best thing to do was leave so I could think about what I just witnessed. Was it done maliciously?

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I looked at Younha and she was even dressed like how I was dressed in Brazil on the first day. As I walked away, somewhere in the back of my mind wondered, 'How did Younha know what I was wearing on that first show?' She only saw me at the second show and I was wearing the beautiful tan dress that Namjoon gave to me. Then it dawned on me: Trixie. I confirmed my suspicions when I saw Namjoon's assistant standing out in the corridor watching me with one big grin over her face. It had to have been her who brought Younha here and outfitted her to look just like me. Even my pink hair.

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I grunted. What the hell was T's problem? What did I ever do to T for her to do this to me? And I wondered if she had feelings for Namjoon. It would actually make sense and I remembered when she barked at me after the fan signing. She told me I was a piece of shit and if I feel I could take him away from her... OMG! She was in love with him and she's been trying to train him like a puppy. First it was all those girls/masseuse that she would arrange for him. They were temporary. Now it was Younha. She was beautiful but silly and pompous. There was no way he would have anything permanent with her. Trixie was keeping Namjoon on a leash to pull him in at the right moment so she could move in. When she recruited me she probably didn't think that Namjoon would've fallen for someone like me: a shitty nobody.

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I walked passed her and she looked so satisfied. I deliberately gave her a sad defeated look so she would feel like she accomplished something in her little scheme. I knew Namjoon would never kiss Younha on his own and I could smell a set up when I see it. If Miss T thought that she could plan things, well she had another thing coming. I'm a teacher and that's most of what we do: Plan! I decided to make her feel as though she was successful in her entrapment by making me jealous and leaving the scene. Honestly I was shocked and upset but not with him. I would make sure to call Namjoon later to tell him that I was okay but right now, it was late and I had to get the girls home.

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Candice our attendant came running up to me before we left the building, "Miss Dia. Wait. RM is looking for you. He said to stay and not go."

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I was still walking to the car as I spoke with her, "Tell him I'll call him," but then I was really stopped by a special someone.

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"Blue... Wait..."

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Wow! It was Park Jimin. OMG! He and Jungkook were my bias wreckers. I loved the two of them as I always felt such a strong connection between them both. I'm a Jikooker at heart. My heart almost stopped as the greatest dancer in the world came running up to me.