"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 12: What the Hell Just Happened?)

I forgot all about T and the crowd as I was totally enraptured by the aura of Kim Namjoon. The crowd was going wild. There were screams everywhere as Namjoon held my hand and carried me onto centre stage with him. Then he introduced me to the crowd. I had to play the role even though I was shocked and nervous as hell.

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"ARMY, meet Blue."

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I smiled at the crowd and calmly waved at them. I couldn't see their faces but I definitely heard their screams.

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Namjoon continued, "I know Younha's fans would be disappointed but I have a surprise for you," and with that he stood next to me. We turned to look at the gigantic screen as it came on with a live stream. OMG! It was Younha. The crowd went wild.

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"Hi guys! Younha here. I just want to let you all know that I was so very much looking forward to seeing you and performing with RM for you but unfortunately I became sick before I was scheduled to come to Brazil. I tested positive for COVID 19 and had to remain in South Korea in quarantine."

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Namjoon then told her, "We hope that you'll get better soon." He was talking with her but his hand was on my waist keeping me close to him. GOD! I could smell his cologne and I felt my body locked unto his. He held me tightly and then smiled down at me. I heard the screams again but this time I almost melted. Namjoon was certainly dreamy.

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Younha smiled, "Thank you RM. I hope so too but I hear that Blue is doing a fantastic job. Thank you, Blue. I don't think anyone else could've done it better than me but you proved that. Thank you so much for filling in for me." I was humble by her sentiments and I bowed and thanked her. Then she said, "Well I'm off so enjoy the rest of the show everyone. And thanks again..."

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And with that she left and the video for 'Winter Flower' began. They played the video with no sound as the accompanying music for the song began to play. From the time I sang the first word, the crowd began to cheer me on. It was beautiful and I was thankful that Namjoon got Younha's approval for me to do it on her behalf. The crowd really loved me and they swayed their ARMY BOMBS while I sang.

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When Namjoon's verse came up, more screaming and whistles sounded. He began to sing around me. He moved closer and closer to me. I was getting nervous so I tried to focus on the crowd instead of looking directly at him. But whenever I did, I couldn't help but see his eyes totally fixed on me.

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OMG! We're both going to get in trouble. Not only was I breaking the clause in my contract by being on stage with him but Namjoon was being flirty with me in front of the entire world. What in the universe was he thinking? I tried to remain still but each time he got closer, I slowly moved a bit on the stage. I tried to play calm by smiling and waving at the crowd and thankfully they all waved back at me.

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Then Namjoon came up behind me and put his arm around my waist. OMG! I didn't think that ARMY'S voices could've gotten any louder. Then he put his face close to mine so I took his hand and tried to make it look like we were going to do a dance step. The thousands of fans were hysterical. When I gave a light twirl, I could see the sly frustrated look on his face. He knew exactly what I was doing and I knew exactly what he was doing. I was trying to keep a distance from him while he was trying to kiss me.

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When eAeon's 'Don't' began to play, I stopped the frolicking and began my serious role to match the words of the song. It was a song about not wanting your lover to leave you so I began to make it look like I was pouring out my heart to the crowd and not to Namjoon. Unfortunately, he didn't do the same.