"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 36: The Fan Signing Pt.2)

"Goddamit..."

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"What's the matter, J?" Yoongi asked. He was sitting to my left at the end of the table. Jungkook was to my right. We were sitting waiting for the fans to come to us so we could greet them and sign their merch. We always did fan signings before our shows and today was just like any other but to me it was my chance to see her again. But Goddamit... I couldn't make her out at all.

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I whispered to him, "I can't see her."

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"Is she here?"

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"I don't know but she bought tickets for the show so I'm expecting her to be here today," I tried my best to say it quietly but the Maknae next to me heard me. Sheesh...

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"She? Who's that, Rap Mon?"

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I fumbled, "Ugh... No one."

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Yoongi chuckled, "He's looking for his girlfriend."

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"GIRLFRIEND????" Jungkook shouted and that made Jimin perk up too.

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I tried to quieten him down, "SHUSSSSSSSH...." Oh fuck man, Yoongi. Now the Jikook duo were asking me a set of unwanted questions.

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"Who is she? Where is she? What does she look like? Do you love her? OMG!!! Namjoonie's really in love..."

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"Guys... Keep it down. Okay. She's a friend of mine and I'm looking to see if she's here." I finally gave in because they weren't stopping.

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"Wait is this the same girl from your show? Blue?" Jimin was sharp and a hopeless romantic.

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"Yes, her. Just keep it down will ya," I whispered while I was still checking the crowd for her.

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"Shhh... okay," Jungkook giggled and he slapped my shoulder. "My Rap Mon's in love. I never thought I'd see the day or the girl who would fall for your clumsy self. What does she look like?"

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Jimin answered, "Remember the girl from Namjoonie's solo concert. She's very pretty and has pink hair, like cotton candy."

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Hmm... Jimin was also very observant. A little too observant. I took out my phone and showed them my wallpaper. It was a selfie of us. I smiled as I remembered us posing by the mirror for this. It was for the second day of my show when we had on the matching outfits. Sigh...

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"OMG! She isn't pretty. She's gorgeous," Jungkook exclaimed and began looking out at the crowd. "I'm not seeing anyone with pink hair. Are you sure she's here today?"

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Yoongi then asked, "Why don't you message her to be sure?"

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I sighed, "We can't communicate with each other. Company rules..."

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Jimin then snickered, "When did that ever stop us? Look at Kookie and me. We were fucking each other long before you guys knew we were together."