"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 13: Saranghae: I Love You)

I just had to see her. I needed to see her but I had my obligations. I had to finish the show so I couldn't run after her again. Plus I had to make things right. Sigh... After my disastrous stunt of trying to kiss her on stage, Blue ran out of the show distraught. It pained me that I caused her tears to flow again and to know that I had upset her and made quite a commotion not only with ARMY's but with everyone backstage too. Yoongi was the only one who had his head on. From the time we had finished our song and he realised what I was up to, he put himself in place for when the shit would hit the fan. And believe me, it was swirling all up in there.

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After apologising to the crowd and finishing the show, I had to apologise to my team and explain my actions to HYBE's CEO who called me forthwith. He told me to be more responsible and that I needed to think with my upper head and not my lower head. Shit! He didn't even understand what I was going through. Blue not just affected me physically, but she had me body, heart, mind and soul. It was while I was listening to him rattle all the reasons I needed to have my head on that my light bulb lit up. Yoongi happened to be in the dressing room at that moment and he saw as my eyes brightened.

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"What's up, bro?" He whispered as he came closer to me.

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And while my boss was jamming in my ears, I slowly lowered the phone and looked at Yoongi, "I'm in love with her," and my friend smiled at me.

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"Took you long enough to figure it out, dude." Then he hugged me and whispered in my ear, "So what are you still doing here? Go! Get your girl." I smiled and laughed and handed Yoongi my phone. "What am I supposed to do with this?" He asked and he put the receiver to his ear. Yoongi's face cringed as the CEO was still yapping his head off. He just winked at me and shooed me off as he kept going, "Uh huh... Uh huh..." on the phone. My bro had my back and he even helped Blue too. Love you, Yoongles.

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I mad rushed to the carpark but I was greeted by non-other than T. She was really getting on my last fucking nerve.

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"Where do you think you're going?" She demanded of me.

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Psssh... No one can speak to me like that. "It's none of your business," I retorted back at her but then she came and stood very close in front of me. A little too close for my comfort.

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"But it is my business. That's my job. To keep you in check."

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I stepped back a bit as I heard her words and I laughed, "Who told you that? Am I a child or something? It's not your job to keep me in check. It's your job to keep my schedule and work in check. I'll have you know, my personal life is still mine and no one... NO ONE... (Calm down dude)... Not you, the CEO or even my mother can tell me who to love."

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Even though I was serious with her, she laughed, "Love? You love this nobody girl. Just remember who found her for you. Remember where we found her too. She's nothing but trash..."

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T couldn't finish her sentence because I growled at her loudly causing her to freeze. She didn't say what I think she just said and about my Blue too. I looked at her and I boomed at her, "She's not trash. And yes, I remember everything about her but you just remember who I am." Then I remembered Blue telling me to be easier on her and I smiled, "Maybe you need some time off. Go do what you like to do. Meet a guy or a girl. Whichever you prefer. Go find love."