"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 67: The Blue Dress Pt.1 - Dia)

I took up my carry-on luggage, put my strap bag across my chest and I checked out of the hotel. It was probably the best money they ever made on a customer. I spent only a few hours waiting for the time to pass to meet up with him, only to squash that idea and still ended up paying for an entire night. Hmm... Maybe I should invest in some hotels too. Lol. The new plan was to go back to the airport, change my ticket and wait for the flight that would carry me straight to the US but as I sat down in the taxi I heard another,

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"BING!"

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This one rocked me. I had just put on my headphones and the sound was really loud in my ear drum. Yoongi was literally begging me to come and he sent me a photo of them sitting down having dinner. Namjoon was still in his gear and I saw as his camo jacket was open and he was wearing a white t-shirt inside. Normally I might've been drooling seeing his chest like that but it was the chain that was wrapped around his neck that caught my eye. My heart. Namjoon was wearing my blue sapphire heart that I gave him.

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"Bing!"

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Another message. Another video. Good Lord this man was going to kill me right here. I asked the cabby to hold on as I looked and listened to the video.

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"So Joon. I see you still have the chain and pendant. Want to tell me why you're still wearing it?"

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Namjoon looked at him with a quizzical brow and I wondered if he was getting suspicious about Yoongi's questions and videos. "Why are you asking me that?" See... I knew it.

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"Oh, I just wanted to know." Gosh Yoongi. Even I could see through that.

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Joon just shook his head, "You miss her too, don't you?"

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And even though I didn't see him do it, I knew Yoongi nodded his head. "Ari misses her too. We all do."

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"Yeah. I want her to come back. Do you know where she is, Joon?" Jin was asking while Hobi was eating but listening in to the conversation as he nodded his head too.

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Sadly Joon bent his head and took up the pendant in his hand, "No, I don't know where she is but I know I still feel her, right here, in my heart through her heart. It was the only piece of jewellery that I kept with me. Whenever we had a function I would wear it underneath my clothing but other than that I kept it hidden in my possessions. No one knew I had it, only my superior officer and he knew why I had it."

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"Why did you keep it with you?"

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"She kept me sane. I knew that she broke off things with me but I never felt unloved by her. But if after all this time, if she moved on and is happy with someone else, I'll let her go."

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"O M G... You'd let her go, for real?" Hobi gasped and I think the others wanted to know too.

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"Yes. I will..."

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I paid the driver, came out of the cab and went right back into the hotel. They were actually considerate and understood my situation. They checked me back in and gave me back my room free of charge. Technically it was already paid for but I think the receptionist at the desk saw my tears and told me it was okay. She explained that because I had just checked out they hadn't cleaned or given my room to another customer as yet. They weren't really a big business and it was a slow evening for them.