"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 11: Come With Me)

I just needed to perform once more with Namjoon and then I'd be out of his life. Not that I ever thought that I was in it but you know what I mean. I couldn't be around him. I was influencing him somehow and it wasn't pleasing to everyone. Why did he go and do that making us get into trouble? Let me explain... again...

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It felt like Déjà vu all over again. It was just like yesterday as we practiced again for the show. This time Namjoon came with a dress for me to wear, "I was thinking that you could wear this," and he gave me a box with a lovely pair of tan shoes on top of it. It was sparkly and beautiful.

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"Namjoon... You don't have to do this," I was in awe as I lifted out part of the dress. It was skin coloured and sparkly with crystals all around it. The sweetheart neckline was gorgeous and the chiffon below felt so soft and wonderful. It was a beautiful gown.

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He just came up to me and held my hands, "Of course I do. You're worthy of everything and more..." Then he kissed the back of my hand as a gentleman would do and excused himself from the room. He came back with someone I had seen before just in passing. He introduced her as his stylist and she took charge of my make-over. She and her team were very pleasant and I had my hair and make-up done in no time. When I was put into the dress, I couldn't believe my eyes. Standing in front of the long mirror I couldn't help but pose and smile. Then I saw and felt his hands come around my waist. I knew those hands now and his smell. He was still intoxicating.

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"Hmm... absolutely stunning," and I felt his face on my neck.

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I was truly grateful but a little confused, "Thank you so much for this, Namjoon but why do I need to be dressed up like this? It's not like anyone will see me."

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"I can see you and I want you to feel magnificent when you're singing with me. Think of it as a true performance. Your beauty is all I need."

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I couldn't help but blush. Then he took out his phone and took a few selfies of us. We giggled and enjoyed this moment as though we truly were a couple. When Yoongi came in he just looked at us. I saw the initial concern on his face but then he softened and took some pictures of us and with us. He patted Namjoon's shoulder and we moved towards the stage.

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Namjoon looked at me and whispered, "You look so beautiful. I'm so thankful to have you here with me. Enjoy the show," and after kissing my hand again, he left me to go towards his position while I went to mine. 

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This time there wasn't just a plastic seat for me to sit on but a cushioned chair with a small table next to it. On it was a beautiful array of white orchids with a card below it. I put the blossoms to my nose and immediately got Namjoon's fragrance. Wow! The card was engraved with the words: 'White Orchids – Winter Flowers symbolize beauty and faith.' But there was also a note that was handwritten: 'You are my beauty and I pray you will have faith in us... For You, Blue.' And he signed it: 'Your, Joonie'.

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Yesterday he came out really big in a Rolls Royce but today he just walked onto the stage. He greeted the crowd but then he looked across at me, smiled and sent me kiss. I blushed as I held the flowers and card in my hand. The crowd went wild as they thought he was greeting them but I knew it was for me. Someone else knew too and I heard her voice behind me.

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"There are repercussions that won't be good for any of you if this continues. Remember your contract and don't think for a second that this is something real. RM may be fascinated with you now but I've known him quite some time. He gets bored easily. He's just looking for someone to scratch his itch. I know because I've been arranging his daily night sex masseuses for him. See yourself as that and that alone and you'll be fine."