"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 35: The Fan Signing Pt.1)

It was finally the days of BTS's schedule of the tour to visit my country. I couldn't believe that they were actually here. They were welcomed by many ARMY's at the airport and even though Anni wanted to go, I couldn't be there. Too many painful memories of Namjoon hugging me while I wept on the floor. I also didn't want him to feel uncomfortable seeing me there so I watched them on the newscast later on that night. He looked so gorgeous and he spoke about loving our country and being excited to be here. I was excited too. I couldn't wait to finally be with him again and I hoped that he would be able to get away a bit for us to be together again.

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My vibrator just wasn't doing it for me anymore so I retired him in the depths of my chest of drawers plus I actually preferred using my hands as I envisioned Namjoon's fingers instead of mine touching and caressing my body. I had to stay sharp though. We couldn't let anyone know that we were together so we had to act as though we didn't know each other. Plus I couldn't have anyone recognising me either.

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It had been a few months since I last saw him as their tour took them all over the world. My hair was much longer now and I had also changed the colour: from pink to blonde. My intention was to dye it purple but I thought as purple is BTS's colour then maybe the majority of ARMY's would be sporting some sort of purple. I wanted to look different yet sexy so I dyed my hair honey blonde with a lighter shade of blonde at the ends. It was gorgeous and today for the fan signing it stood out more especially as I had it wavy and bouncy. But the best part was that it highlighted my brown eyes. They really popped out more now and it also made my skin tone look a lot clearer too. My hair had gotten rather long since he last saw me and I wondered if he would make me out. I had gotten quite a lot of guys looking at me and asking me out but I told them that I already had a man. Ha! It felt so good saying that and even though we were in a long distant relationship, we were still together. For that I was thankful.

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We had reached a bit late for the event as my niece, Amaria, was a clothes junkie. We waited as she tried on every outfit she had. I told her that this fan-meet was casual and that a jeans, jersey and a jacket would suffice. That's exactly how Anni and I were dressed. My jeans though were tight and my tall boots reached my knees. Hey! I still gotta look sexy for myself and for my man. HA! There I go again.

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I was nervous thinking about Namjoon as we finally were on our way. When we reached, I parked the car, making sure to check my face and hair again.

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Anni laughed, "You're looking fine, Eomma," and then she whispered, "He's gonna love your new look."

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I blushed and thanked her with a kiss on her cheek. She knew we couldn't tell anyone that we knew Namjoon, not even Amaria so Anni was very cautious when we spoke.

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Then I tried to pep them up, "Okay girls... ARMY's! Are you ready to meet our Bangtan Boys?"

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"YES!!!!!!!!!!"

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"OKAY! LET'S GO!"

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I gently put the hoodie of my jacket over my head making sure not to mess up my hairdo. The girls took up our notepads while I held the bags with the gifts I made for all the BTS members. Then we headed towards the main hall where the guys were. Where my guy was to be specific... REALLY? HA! Okay I'm on a roll now. But you see, I was so excited... I couldn't wait to see him and wondered if I would get to touch him, to kiss him and to feel his love again. I could only dream and maybe hope for it to come true. Fairy Godmother, where are you? Lol!