"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 34: Being Apart)

I smiled knowing that I just had the time of my life with the love of my life and now she was my lover for life. OMG! We were so great together but as I turned the corner of the corridor of the terminal, I stopped. Something wasn't right and the feeling made me turn back. What my gut feeling was telling me, I saw it as my baby was on the floor crying her eyes out. I froze just looking at her. I felt her pain. She waited until I was out of sight to show her true feelings. She didn't want to hurt me but it was she who was in pain. I heard Yoongi's voice telling me that she would be the one who would be hurt the most from us being apart and it felt as though my heart stopped beating. What was I doing to her? If I really loved her as I said I do then I wouldn't put her through this. I realised that I was in a conundrum of either trying to make things work out with her or letting her go. So right there and then I made up my mind to find out what I needed to do to always have her in my life.

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I ran back even though I heard the announcer calling for the passengers again. They would wait because I needed to comfort my baby. I ran straight up to her, went down on the ground and held her in my arms. She began to shake as she looked up at me while I kissed those tears away.

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"Joonie?" She whimpered and my heart broke.

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I touched her face to console her, "I know it is going to be hard on us but I will do everything in my power to come back to you. I love you very much and I know you love me too."

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She nodded and grabbed on to the back of my neck as she hugged me, "I love you so much. Don't forget me."

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"I promise I won't."

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It was true I didn't forget her. Ha! I couldn't forget her because everything I saw around me reminded me of something about her. All the fluffy clouds looked like her, one of the passengers had pink hair and the airplane food was nothing compared to her simple yet delicious sandwiches. The plane was already in the air and I laid back in my seat for the 13 hour flight. Gosh! It was so worth it. I'd do this all over again just so I could be with her. I touched my lips as I remember kissing her, tasting her and hearing her scream out my name in passion. Only God knows why I kept my silent sex thing until now. I only wanted to hear her moans and squeals. She cured me and I was so grateful for that.

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I sat back and took out my phone and put our pictures and videos on loop. I couldn't stop watching her. Eventually I turned off my phone and fell asleep. I dreamt of us walking hand in hand on the beach, making love to each other and I felt like I was smelling her presence with me. When I woke up the flight attendant was smiling,

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"It seems that you had a restful sleep, Mr. Kim."

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"I did thank you," I answered.

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Then she blushed at me when she said, "You were only saying the colour blue. Is it your favourite colour?"

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Only thinking about my Blue, I smiled as I answered, "It most definitely is."

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In no time I was back in South Korea and of course I was burdened by all the messages, phone calls, meetings and various photo shoots that I was absent for. Gosh just two days and I had to rush to keep up with what I missed. The guys weren't too pleased but they understood that my personal life was finally getting on track.