"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 74: I Need To Know)

I was finally at the festival treats event and from the moment I saw her, I couldn't stop watching her. She was still so absolutely beautiful: My Blue. But was she really mine? 'Universe, please tell me I'm not too late' I said in my mind because here she was, absolutely gorgeous and all I could see were the men who were ogling at her. For some reason she didn't notice them but there was one Korean guy in particular who got her attention and it wasn't me. FUCK! I was so fucking-fucking-fucking jealous. I kept my distance and was incognito while this guy was with Blue in her booth. He was talking with her and helping her out. He was touching her arm and hand periodically but what really killed me was when she smiled and laughed out loudly at something he was saying. FUCK-FUCK-FUCK!!!

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I remembered when I made her smile and laugh out like that. I felt all my pores raising, all my bones aching, my heart skipping beats and my dick pointing towards her. Even he wanted to reach out to her. He missed her like fucking crazy but seeing her and hearing her react to another man like this, made me so mad and sad all at the same time.

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I recalled Brad saying something about a CJ and a Ken. I didn't know which one was this guy or if any of them was him at all. Brad did say something about waiting for her and Ken to make it official. Was it an engagement maybe? I just didn't have any answers at all. Then I heard someone calling him and then I confirmed that he was 'Ken'. Bastard! He was gorgeous too. FUCK! Then I saw Blue started walking around so I moved just as she moved but still keeping my hidden distance. A few times I saw her stop to look around. Hmm... I wonder. Was she feeling my presence? God I hoped so because that would mean that we still had a connection.

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I looked at her body. OMG! She was still rocking a gorg bod but she looked like she had more curves and I couldn't help but notice that her boobs looked bigger. FUCK! Her 'new' shape was fucking scrumptious and I wanted so badly to put my arms around her and taste her. I fucking wanted to put my tongue on her for sure and lick those nipples I knew were under her shirt but I couldn't see anything printing out. DAMN! I watched as she ate some of the products on sale and I licked my lips when she licked hers. FUCK-FUCK-FUCK!!! My body was on fire for her and I wanted her now. After a few minutes of doubt running through my mind, I finally got the courage to go up to her but I had to quickly spin back around as Mr. Ken came back to see her when she went back into her booth. I stepped back into my hiding spot when he took her arm and led her towards a vehicle.

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I didn't see when they came in so I wasn't sure if they came together. Maybe he was just dropping her home or vice-versa because I saw her go into the driver's side. I chuckled, 'Still driving a simple vehicle, eh Blue'. I knew she was still the wonderful person she was from before. Brad had told me that she came up with the idea to make the festival this big and I could see why she wanted to help them out. Everyone loved her. When she was walking around, all the people behind the booths would light up when they saw her. Hmm... She still brought in a crowd. Whether it be thousands of ARMY's at a concert or just a few people in a laid back simple town. They all loved her and I was inclusive of those feelings too. I was still madly in love with her.

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I saw a glimpse of my new friend, Brad and I noticed he was with the cute girl from the restaurant. OMG! I forgot her name. Was it Mary or Lucy? I couldn't remember but I knew he had a crush on her. Then I saw Anni. OMG! She was so big now. She'd gotten taller and her hair grew out more but she was still the sweet little angel I knew back then. I love her too. Then I saw a little black-haired boy running up to Brad and into his arms. I didn't see his face clearly as he put his head on the young driver's shoulder. Maybe his brother or something. They all went towards Brad's car and were off. I looked back at Blue as she and the guy called Ken were laughing with each other as they went into the car and were driving off. I don't think I could say it enough but: FUCK!