"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 44: Boss Baby)

I really don't know what the hell happened in the changing room but when I saw my Blue walking away from me, I fucking lost it. "COME BACK BABY!!!!" I shouted but she had already walked out of the room with Anita and Amaria. SHIT! SHIT! SHIT! The day started in chaos and now it continued. "Who the fuck brought her in here?" I shouted and everyone looked like they were in shock at my behaviour. I was usually a cool fellow and most people who kinda knew me would say that I would keep to myself. But there were only a handful of those who knew that when I got angry, you stay the FUCK away from me and right now, I was SERIOUSLY FUCKING MAD!

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"Somebody's head is gonna roll for this..." I heard Yoongi saying as he quickly took Younha and her assistant out of our dressing room. The other members and our staff were hesitant to come over to talk with me. The only soul who had a brave enough heart to do anything was poor Jimin. He looked at me and I knew he could empathize. I remember how Jungkook's interactions with Tae drove him mad to the point that he had told HYBE that he was going to leave the band. Everyone convinced him not to leave and that's when they gave them a little slack in being more open with each other. Jimin eventually did calm down but me, right now I didn't even want to see PD Nim yet Jimin still tried to ease my temperament.

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"Namjoon. Keep it together bro."

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"Keep it together? Keep it together? How would you feel if someone set you up so that Jungkook saw you kissing somebody else? You'd hit the fucking roof." I was still pacing and took up one of the cups from the table. I flung it on the ground and I saw as one of the attendants went to pick it up. "Leave it... Just leave me alone..."

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"Ugh-ugh... No can do bro. That's what we're here for. We're in this together because if the tables were turned and I saw my Jungkookie kissing... FUCK! AHEM! If I ever saw him kissing anybody else I'd want you to help me calm the fuck down."

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"I don't think I could do that," I was still so fucking mad that when Jimin laughed I slammed another something on the floor.

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"Oh yes you would and you have already. Remember when they told JK to be in a subunit with Tae and Tae kept clinging on to Kookie like he was some kinda disease or something?"

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Tae yelled, "HEY! I'm not a disease!!!"

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"OH SHUT UP TAE!!!" Both Jimin and I shouted together and we both chuckled.

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I did recall it. Jimin was fucking pissed but Hobi and I were there for him. Jimin sighed, "You guys are all that I have. You have been there for me in good times and in bad times. Now it's my turn..." He paused for a few, then he asked, "Do you want me to go and bring her back?"

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I actually got calmer and I nodded, "Please... I'd die if she leave me... I can't live without her, J," and I felt the tears coming.

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"Don't worry, bro. Park Jimin to the rescue. Anpanman!" He tried to make me laugh but I couldn't. My ray of sunshine was gone and I needed her back. Jimin nodded and went towards the door. As he exited, Trixie entered and I got heated once again.

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"TELL ME THAT YOU DID NOT BRING THAT WOMAN HERE TONIGHT!!! Because if you did then you're fired!"

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