"Joon's Dia"

(Chapter 59: Beautiful Blue Butterfly)

I was sitting on a chair getting my hair and makeup done for our second show. My heart was feeling a little better especially when Yoongi had sat me down yesterday, hours before our first show and told me all that had happened with Blue, T, Younha and Choi. I was shocked, stunned, angry, mad and totally confused. It went like this:

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"Why did T do this?" I asked when Yoongi showed me a few of the horrible videos T had made.

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Yoongi looked at me and said, "She became obsessed with you. What started as an admiration slowly became a fanatical lunatic. She thought that you would've fallen in love with her. But when Blue came on the scene, T realised you were captivated with her instead and she was quickly losing you. She panicked." Then he took a breath and said, "She used to watch you and come off when you were having sex with all those girls. She admitted to putting sleeping pills in your tea, stripping you of your clothing and laying down naked with you."

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"WHAT THE FUCK?!!!!!!"

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He nodded, "Hmmhmm. But she said she didn't have sex with you. Do you remember anything?"

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing and I almost cried, "No. Did she tell... Blue... Does Blue know about this?"

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He held my hand and tilted his head sideways, "Kinda. She knows about what happened with Younha. That's why Blue left so suddenly. T showed her that video and the one with her looking like she was going to stab you. I'm sorry Joon but Blue thought she was protecting you. T threatened to kill you if she didn't leave."

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I stood up and began to pace the floor. "You mean... Blue thinks... I had sex with Younha?"

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"Yeah but somehow T didn't show her the ones with her. There's something else Joon."

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OMG! "There's more?"

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"Yeah. T was following the both of you when we were in Trinidad. She had filmed the both of you quarrelling with some guy and you holding him down. I'm assuming Blue's ex. T was going to show the elders that Blue was making you violent and changing you for the worse. That way they wouldn't agree with you guys being together."

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I rubbed the back of my neck. It was pounding. "Does Blue know of this?"

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Yoongi shook his head. "I haven't really gotten to talk with her. She's okay but staying away. I'm sorry Joon but I think we should let things die down for a while. Let everything with T clear up first and then you could approach Blue."

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Then I remembered, "You know a few months ago Blue told me she thought that T was in love with me and I didn't listen to her. I thought maybe she was seeing too much into T's dedication to her work."

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Yoongi said, "I didn't know she thought that. I'm guessing her woman's intuition was right. She needs to know everything but I think it's best to let her rest for a while. She went through a lot this year: losing her nephew and almost losing you too." Then he gave me something. "I've been holding on to this for you for a while now. I think maybe you should keep it."

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I looked at the little black box and I opened it. Of course I knew it what it was. My engagement ring for Blue. It was beautiful just like her. It was an oval blue sapphire with a diamond halo and had a 24K gold band. Sapphire. Our gem; our colour; our promise of our love. The sapphire represented her heart that she gave to me and the diamond halo surrounding it represented my empty heart that I gave to her. This ring incorporated both our hearts but mine wasn't empty anymore. It was filled with her love. It was perfect.