We are alone, Joon and Jin were on the business trip. Suga and Hobi Hyung were busy with missions and Taehyung had to leave for some work.
Since our last get together, we have been hanging out every now and then. Things have going back their way. Its just Us, who haven't got comfortable enough to be like before, I don't blame anyone of us. Its just need time and space. This morning Tae called me up to look after Jimin Hyung in his absence. We know he can handle any attack but I understand his concern. So here I am in the kitchen avoiding to be around him, since Tae left.
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I noticed him trying to bring us back to the old relation but it can't just happen. So now he is there sitting working on his sketches.
Thinking about them makes me furious at the same time the feelings of crying crawls in and I know I am at fault. If only I would have confessed a little sooner before his eyes started to call for Taehyung, the time when they were still staring back at mine in curiosity. Atleast I can be happy at the fact it's not hidden anymore not from the person and I don't regret anything, just wish..
" Ouch.."
" Jungkook."
I hear him call out my name aloud and rush over me with worry covering his beautiful face. I looked down at the point where his gaze are fixed even from a distance.
I have cut myself while preparing meal for us in the course of avoiding being around him. The distance is better between us, cause his presence only me it worse for me.. it makes me fall even more and..
" Are you okay ?" Jimin asks with lines formed in his forehead.
Everything that falls breaks.. I fear that breaking hurts but..
" I am fine."
He doesn't look convinced.
I turned around to put my finger under the running tap water to stop the flowing blood. Even this is taught by him, even this cut is taunting me. He stood by me before sighing and moving back making some space between us. The space..
" Jungkook, I know it's not my place to say this but, I am here if you need someone to talk to."
You weren't there when I needed you.
" You are right. It's not your place to say that." I commented back and saw him getting shocked at my bluntness. He isn't use to it, of course he never met with this me. He stood there looking anywhere but me while fidgeting his ring. I am aware he is blaming himself again.
I exhaled aloud before pulling his hands away and holding one in mine, he looked at me in surprise.
" I am holding it to comfort you." I explained him sarcastically, he gave a nod while holding back tightening the grip.