End Game

Apologize

Lizzie's POV.

I couldn't sleep all night thinking of ways to fix things with her, the next morning I took my phone and went into her chat I felt a little better when I saw that my texts got to her but she didn't answer them, I mean I didn't expect her to answer them but I'm glad she didn't block me.

She still has a few days left before she goes back to the set, I have three days to think about how to fix all this mess I made.

I kept trying to call and text her but obviously she never answered. These three days have been the worst days of my life. I've been asking Madelaine how Valen is doing but she won't give me much detail.

"I know you are hating me right now, but I really need to know how she is" I said holding back the urge to cry.
"I despise you for doing that to Valen...you have no idea what she's going through," Madelaine shot back.
"I know there is no excuse for what I did, I accept my mistake... I just want to know if she is feeling better".
"Yes, Elizabeth she's better because Abel and I haven't left her alone."

Abel? She never mentioned someone called that, I feel a little better to know that she is doing better. But that doesn't mean she will forgive me for what I did to her and she has every reason not to.
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Finally today Valen is back on set and I'm looking for a way to talk to her, not to explain what happened because even I don't know the answer but to apologise for what I did.

I made my way to the make-up trailer feeling the nerves running through me. I opened the door and saw her sitting there, she looks so beautiful. She looked at me and when we made eye contact she looked away. I waved to everyone in the trailer and sat down next to her.

"Hi valen" I said knowing she wouldn't answer me.
"Hi" was all she said.

That surprised me, I think this doesn't look good. The fact that she's not ignoring me or treating me badly after what I did is weird. When she's upset she always does that so it's strange that she's not doing it now.

She kept her attention talking to her makeup artist, she looks good, I don't know if she's just a really good actress at hiding that she's really hurt by what happened or she really doesn't care.

She didn't talk to me anymore because I didn't know how to make conversation, I didn't know what to say to her, I just want everything to go back to the way it was but I know that's too much to ask for.

After filming the scenes we are now on our lunch break, I made my way to her trailer knowing that she and Madelaine would be there.

I went over my speech a few times before knocking on the door. When it opened I saw the redhead in front of me.

"Do you think it's possible that I talked to Valentina for a few minutes?" I asked.
"I don't think she's willing to talk to you after everything you did to her" she says with anger in her voice.
"Can you please ask her?
"I really don't want to."
"That's enough" she said as I saw her stand behind Madelaine.
"Valen... can I talk to you?" I said hesitating a bit fearful of her answer.
"Come in" she says.
"Valen but..." Madelaine interrupts.
"Mads I need you to stay out of this... I know why you do it but I need to do this."

Madelaine walked out of the place and I walked in. She sat on her couch and I did the same sitting across from her. I took a long breath and decided to speak.

"I'm sorry for what I did, it was a stupid mistake, I was lonely and I was missing you."
"If I hadn't walked into that room you would have fucked that man Elizabeth" she says hurt.
"I'm sorry..."
"You keep seeing him?"
"Yeah... but he doesn't mean anything to me in that way. I love you and I only love you." I answered honestly.
"I don't trust you anymore"
"I know, but please let me earn that trust back. I want to be with you"
"At this point I don't know if that's what I want" she confesses breaking my heart. Her eyes are full of tears but none have fallen. I'm a complete mess I can't stop crying.
"Please don't tell me that. I'm really sorry I do."
"I know, but it's too late to apologise."
"No wait, I know we can fix this together," I said between whimpers.
"I think the only thing we should be doing together is moving on" she says letting tears fall from her eyes.