Chapter 21

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Yoongi sighed and caressed Taehyung's hair "it's not your fault baby... You see... The thing is... You both need to talk your feelings out in a proper way... I know where you are coming from and I also understand Jin's anger... That is why... After dinner make sure to tell each other how you both exactly feel about this whole situation... We love you Taehyung... And when we say that you are out first child... It is not a joke... We love you as much as we love Jungkook... I won't say that your words didn't hurt us... If you want to move out because you feel your are grown enough then I won't stop you... but if it is because you think you are burden to us then you are absolutely wrong"

"I never said the word burden...i just...just....you are right...but i am confused about one thing"

"What is it baby?"

"How can I be you guys first child when jin hyung is my child" tae asked with his straight tata mic face

That's when he left a smack on his head which wasn't from Yoongi but his brother... Who was listening to everything as he was coming into the kitchen to prepare the dinner…"I am your child, huh?" He pulled Taehyung's ear

"Ouch...hyung...but yeah...you are my adorable cute little toddler who is stuck in a old man's body" tae said while pinching his cheeks while Jin tighten his hold arround Taehyung's ear "You are the kid and don't argue with me because I will throw you in the garbage truck"

Jin let go of his ear... And straighten himself... "Yeah yeah... I am hungry now" saying that he went out of the kitchen.

Taegi Chuckled and soon served the dinner to the table and tae left to wake jungkook and the moment tae left Yoongi immediately pulled jin in his lap and kissed his cheeks "is my babe still mad?" He asked while kissing Jin's cheek multiple times..

"Ofcourse i am"....he turned towards Yoongi and pecked his lips "but you are lucky that you aren't my victim or i would have raped you by now" with that he attacked yoongi's neck… Yoongi frowned and smacked Jin's butt "don't joke about just things" his voice turned serious and dark…"Ouch.....you are no fun" jin said with a pout

Yoongi was going to say something when Taehyung came with a sleepy Jungkook who was barely able to open his eyes... "Dad-da?" He asked in sleep

Jin immediately get up from yoongi's lap and put jungkook in there and kissed his cheeks… Jungkook smiled and snuggled into his Dadda's chest "Is my baby still sleepy" he asked after pecking his forehead

Jungkook nodded... But Yoongi made him sit properly... He brought a spoon full of goodies which The toddler ate with his eyes still closed... Jin and Taehyung were also eating while glancing at one other time to time... There are so many unspoken emotions... So many things that are unsaid... Yoongi is right... They need to talk it all out... Taehyung looked at Jin and placed his hand on the older's free one "Hyung-" Jin didn't looked at him and said "I will come to your room after dinner" and with that being said... All of them completed their dinner and Jin went to wash the dishes... Yoongi tugged Jungkook in his mini bed before going to his own room... And Taehyung was anxiously waiting for his brother…

He soon heard a door knock making his heart skip a beat... as much as  he wants to have a chat but at the same time the thought of hurting his hyung is just eating him from inside....after gather a lot of courage he finally opened the door revealing his brother with a cold face that he hates the most

He moved aside to allow Jin to enter... The older male walked in and sat Taehyung's bed... Waiting for his brother to start talking "I am sorry for hurting your feelings hyungie"his words were just over a whisper with his head hung low

Jin looked at Taehyung who was still standing at the door "Are you going to stand there the whole time?" Tae shook his head and immediately took a seat but didn't utter anything other then a small sorry

Jin took a deep breath "See... I won't say your words didn't hurted my feelings... It felt like a son is saying he is a trouble for his father... I don't know what made you feel like that Tae... But you are important to me... More than I can express... Let me just put it in simple words... You are the reason why your Hyung is alive" Tae immediately started sobbing hard "and i am also the reason why you have to sacrifice your childhood...even if you never say i know how much you craved to have a normal happy childhood...but because of me you had to sacrifice it all....even after your marriage you couldn't go out to have your honeymoon because you had to babysit a 12 year-old....and after kookie was bore he started spending more time with me....i am sure at one point even you have also felt like i am snatching a part of your father-son moment...i am sorry hyung...from making you do work in your childhood to troubling you in your marriage life...i am really a bad brother Hyung... that's why i think If i leave you guys....you guys can have your cute family moments without any disturbance... please let me move out hyung...now that i am an adult i don't want to snatch more of your family time hyung" he started with a small sob and ended up crying his heart out

Jin started laughing between his tears "Why are you laughing i am serious" he whined in between his sobs with an irritated face..

Jin started hitting Taehyung's arm "because you are a stupid bitch... I am the reason why I had to sacrifice my childhood... I am the reason why you didn't got the love of you deserved... I am the reason you are feeling like this and you know what Taehyung? You are the reason why I made it so far... That night... When you were crying and banging our bathroom door asking for me to come out... I was going to end myself... I had the blade in my hand... At that moment... If it wasn't for you I would have ended myself…"..

"What the fuck...if you would have done it i would have killed you...you idiot KimSeokJin"saying that tae started hitting him back "how you would have killed me? You were just 5 that time... Also, my family is incomplete without you... I don't care about the honeymoon because we loved taking care of our little Tae... I am glad that you and Jungkook have a great bond and he cannot live without you just the way I can't... And no... I never felt any stupid thing you just said because imagine Jungkook growing up with a nanny who would have given him a cough syrup to make him sleep? Or shout at him whenever he would have asked for his Dadda or Appa?" But still don't you think it would have been better if i wasn't here after your marriage....you guys barely get offdays and instead of enjoying your free time you were forced to take care of me

Jin kicked Taehyung... "Get out... I will throw you out myself" Tae immediately jumped on him "no i am not going anywhere leaving my two twin kids"..

"then why did you said it first place?" He punched Taehyung's stomach "First ouch that hurts and secondly" took a deep breath "i do feel like you would been happier without my responsibility on your shoulder....leave it...i was wrong" he cupped jin's face and kissed his forehead "you are not the reason you had to sacrifice your childhood...i guess that was just our destiny...and trust me when i say this...you gave me more love then any parent could give...you are more then a parent to me hyung...and no, you have never made me feel those things I am feeling...it came from inside... i just hate it middling your family time...but it's me...and please Believe me when i say this...that you were a best son...you are a best husband and super cool father and the bestest brother in the world entire world...i love you hyungie" Jin hugged Taehyung tightly  and started crying "I love you too... Please don't ever say that you will leave Hyung... Because your hyungie will die without you" "Nooo...i promise i won't...i am sorry i made your handsome face swollen " tae started petting jin's head while drowing circle on his back to make him feel better ignoring the fact that he is crying as hard as jin right now

After good amount of crying... Both the men fell asleep in each other's embrace... That's when the door of Taehyung's bedroom flew open revealing two pairs of foot entering silently... Yoongi saw them and covered both the siblings with a warm blanket... Mumbling a small 'idiots' under his breath which made Jungkook giggle softly... He picked Kookie up in his arms and gave a final look to Kim brothers before closing the door…

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