Eyes Don't Lie ✩ Jenna Ortega (G!P)

XXXIV

| Jenna's POV |
Warning: forced sex, abuse

1 year ago...

"I just-" I pinched the bridge of my nose in frustration, talking to Sam who was innocently sitting on the edge of my bed. "You're sure there's nothing going on between you and Percy?"

"I'm sure." She squealed out which only confirmed my suspicions 10 times over. "You worry too much, baby."

"I think I worry plenty." I threw her a dirty look and pushed her hand off my arm when she tried to grab me. "I don't want this relationship to continue."

"What're you saying?" Sam immediately stood up.

I sighed. "I'm saying that this is toxic and if you're seeing Percy behind my back then I definitely don't want anything to do with you." I opened my trailer door and held it for her. "Please, leave."

"Oh, Jenny, we can talk about this." Sam attempted but I pushed her off me and kept my guard up.

"Please. Leave." I made sure my tone was firm and authoritative enough to make sure she left for good. Sam looked into my eyes before sighing sadly, holding back tears as she began walking through the door. I looked away from her - not able to look at her anymore.

I felt a sudden surge on the door. I looked and saw Sam slamming it shut, locking it and cornering me. "You think you can just get rid of me that easily, huh?" She chuckled psychotically.

"You're fucking crazy." I spat and my breath hitched when Sam wrapped her hand around my throat, blocking my airway.

"I'm not crazy, Jenny. It's all love." She cooed sickly, trying to cup my face but I flinched back. Her face hardened immensely. "I'll make it all better, baby, don't you worry."

Sam let go of my throat by throwing me back into the closet door. I groaned and felt my heart racing as she grabbed a kitchen knife. "You move without my permission and you'll regret it."

Her threats were dangerous and I knew there was no way I could get out of this. Not without getting injured badly. I didn't say anything but scream internally when she stuffed her underwear in my mouth, grabbing some rope from her backpack.

"Be a good girl now." Sam giggled and tied me to bed after dragging me over. My wrists were held captive as well as my ankles. All I could do was pathetically lay there with tears shedding down my cheek faster than the flash.

The last thing I could see was her disgusting face before she blindfolded me.

"A-and I was in so much pain because of her." I choked up on a sob, Y/N straddling my thigh as she held my head close to her chest. "She ruined me completely, broke every part of my dignity and soul." I couldn't hold back my tears any longer. Y/N's party had ended a few hours ago on a pretty good note and even if it was still her birthday, she wanted to listen closely to my story. I took a while to open up but it finally happened. "I-I close my eyes sometimes and I can't still see it... her."

I soaked her entire shirt as I recalled all the times I jolted awake in the middle of the night. I would be out of breath, stumbling out of bed with a jumpy behavior attached to my sleepy body. Those nights would scare me shitless. I always felt like I was being watched constantly by her.

"My baby." Y/N cooed and even if she didn't say much at all - which I was grateful to be dating someone who listens to everything I say - every word brought comfort to my heart. Me one year ago would feel safer than ever in her arms.

"I was so scared." My voice betrayed my emotions as I lifted my head to look up at Y/N. Her eyes softened more than ever, her gentle hands taking my face in them. My eyes fluttered closed. Scattered shaky breaths escaped my nose.

"Oh honey." Y/N kissed the tears off my face, using the pads of her thumbs to stroke my cheeks. "Can I say I'm proud of you?"

Fuck, I think that broke me.

I cried even more and managed to nod, immediately hiding my face in the crook of her neck, letting out the most heartbroken sob ever.

"I'm so proud of you for telling me, baby." Y/N held me with such security and protection. "I know it's so hard to talk about that but I'm so proud of you for telling me and for how far you've come." More painful sobs left my throat and by this point, my own tears began soaking my own shirt.

My arms wrapped impossibly tight around her waist, hugging her even closer. Y/N's warm embrace was like no other. The way she held me and the things she said to me healed my heart in more ways than one. I'm pretty sure we were destined to meet by now.

"You're so precious." Y/N got off of me to pull me down on the bed with her. Her legs wrapped around my torso to keep me secure in her embrace. My face landed in her chest, my eyes closing as my breathing became more steady. "Just a baby, huh? My baby."

I nodded feebly. I didn't know I would ever like to be babied. But my god, did I love it from Y/N.

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