CIV

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| Jenna's POV |
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"Baby, you have her pacifier, right?" Y/N asked after Billie and Liv left, leaving her and I with Juno who was once again crying.

"Yep, here you go." I gave her the pacifier as she breastfed Juno, figuring that she could be crying because she was hungry. "Want me to do anything?"

"I got it." Y/N always tried to do it by herself because after giving birth, she kinda felt like it was her sole purpose to do nothing less than the best for Juno. And although I felt the pressure too, I didn't think it would affect her like that.

"Baby, you don't have to do everything yourself." When she finished breastfeeding, I tried to grab Juno but Y/N swiftly stood up, walking towards the crib. "I can help, you know."

"Mhm." She squeaked out, setting our daughter in the crib. She spun the little arrangement of stars hanging over the crib so Juno didn't cry again, and rocked the furniture to nurture her to bed.

"Y/N." I called for her, my voice getting a little stern and firm when my girlfriend walked out of the room, stress-walking to the kitchen and starting the dishes. "Can you listen to me for one fucking second?"

Y/N froze, looking at me. I had never snapped at her like that before. I sighed and dropped my hand from the counter. "I'm sorry, but I just- I don't know why you think you need to do this alone. I'm here, aren't I? I'm willing to help, she's my daughter, too."

"I know." Y/N's voice was quiet. "Maybe it's the after birth attachment? I don't know." She slid down the cabinets and sat on the floor. I joined her, wrapping my arm around her shoulders. "Did you know that I slip out of bed every night for at least an hour just to make sure she's breathing? I read somewhere that babies, sometimes, after birth, can stop breathing? I was so scared that it might happen to June that I just had to get all crazy and stressed to see if she would be okay."

I took her hand in mine. "Oh, baby, I wish you would've told me. I could've helped you." She looked up at me with teary eyes. "Juno is completely healthy, you heard doctor Russo. We have nothing to worry about but if it makes you feel better, she can sleep with us tonight."

"Really?" Y/N sniffled. I wiped the few tears that fell from her eyes. "That would mean a lot to me."

"Of course, baby. Anything for you. Come on." I took her upstairs, carefully picking Juno up from her crib and we all went to our room again. Y/N laid down first and held Juno on her chest, rubbing the baby's back while kissing her forehead. I placed the blankets around them before throwing my shirt off, crawling in bed beside her. Y/N passed Juno over to me, placing her on my chest now and our daughter cuddled into the soft skin of my chest. Y/N hurdled close to my side as well, throwing her leg over my hips.

Soon enough, both my girls were asleep.

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"Don't forget I have an interview in Korea with Billie." Y/N informed me, eating the açaí bowl that I made her this morning for breakfast. "It's on July 13th."

"I know, my love." I held Juno in my arms, sitting beside my beautiful girlfriend while feeding Juno her bottle. "I marked it on the calendar, don't worry. I'll stay with Juno and you and Billie just try to have fun, okay? Celebrate her new album with her."

"Thank you, Jen." She kissed my cheek, making me blush. "You're the bestest."

"Ah, I try." I shrug, wiping Juno's mouth when she gurgled. The doorbell went off and was pushed open by Billie and Zoe. "Why ring the doorbell if you're just gonna walk in anyway?"

"It's fun." Billie shrugged. "Ooh, açaí bowl!" Y/N rolled her eyes playfully and handed her best friend the remaining of her breakfast. "Oh, I fucking love these bowls with all my heart."

"We know, Bil." Zoe stated, patting her shoulder before hugging Y/N. "Long time no see, babe."

"Girl- I missed you." My girlfriend grinned, rocking side to side with Zoe. I smiled and placed Juno's empty bottle in the sink, passing her over to Billie, who was more than eager to take her when she devoured the bowl.

"Baby." I called for Y/N, she immediately turned to me. "Here." I pulled out my platinum credit card, handing it to her.

She took it hesitantly. "What's this for?"

"I want you to go shopping with Billie,
Zoe, and Juno. Buy whatever you want and whatever else you think Juno needs. Treat yourself for once, mi amor." I cut her words off with my last sentence when I knew she would just try to say no. "Please? I want you to be relieved of some stress."

Y/N thought for a moment before sighing heavily. "Fine, but I don't need your card." She tried handing it back to me but I took it and placed it in her pocket, kissing her lips to distract her from giving it right back.

"Just take it." I whispered against her lips. "I want to spoil you."

"Ugh, there's no winning with you." Y/N grumbled, rolling her eyes but I knew she was biting back a grin. "Thank you, daddy." She whispered in my ear, making me chuckle.

"Cheeky." I winked at her and grabbed her ass before letting her go. "Enjoy your day!"

Y/N flipped me off on her way out while I blew her a kiss. Billie grabbed the baby carrier, I helped get Juno in there and handed Zoe the baby bag. "Make sure she's not stressed, please."

"Aye aye, captain." Billie saluted, earning a smile from me before Zoe dragged her outside. I shut the door and clapped my hands together.

Now it was time to clean the house for my wife.

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A/N:
I can't think of who to do today's Kinktober chapter on so drop a name pls 🙏🏻

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