Eyes Don't Lie ✩ Jenna Ortega (G!P)

LVIII

| Jenna's POV |

"She said she's pregnant and that she probably wants to keep it." I sunk back into my sofa, Lloyd nodding to every word I vented to him. "I don't know, man. I'm not ready for a kid, I can barely take care of myself and Y/N. Why do I do if we add a third member to our family already? After 6 months?" I rambled as I jammed my spoon into the pint of ice cream in my hand.

"I feel you." Lloyd spoke lowly. "But, like, don't you love her?"

"Lloyd, I love you, but that's a stupid question. Of course I love her." I slightly snapped before sighing. "I'm sorry, I'm stressed and anxious."

He chuckled softly. "Ay, it's alright, homie. I gotchu. But, like, I know you love her and all so why not talk to her bout this shit, man? You can't be leaving her like that. She finna worry and get scared of doing this alone if you gon' go through with it." He scooted closer and took the ice cream from my hands, making me fully focus on him. "Go talk to her, bruh. Sort your shit out. She's your girl and your hers. So what if you're not ready, it could be a good thing."

"But it's scary." I whispered a little weakly. Lloyd smiled a small smile.

"I know." He whispered back in the same tone, trying not to scare me more. "But, isn't Y/N worth experiencing this scary feeling? I'm sure you're not alone in it, man."

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"One moment!"

As soon as Y/N's door was thrown open, I scooped her into my arms, lifting her up as I held her close to me. Y/N couldn't quite process things but she wrapped her legs around my waist nonetheless, stuffing her face in my neck.

I kicked the door closed with my foot, walking towards the couch and sitting down. Y/N straddled my waist. I pulled away to get a good look at her — my poor baby was so red in the eyes, dark bags from no sleep for the past few days, a stuffy nose, and creases in her forehead from stress.

"I know I worried you, I'm sorry." I whispered softly, brushing my hand down her face. Y/N leaned into my touch, her eyes fluttering closed with a soft sigh. "I needed some space to think, my love."

"I'm sorry." Her voice cracked and it broke my heart.

"Don't be." I kissed the tip of her nose. "I thought about it and uh talked to Lloyd. I-" I inhaled deeply to steady my voice. "I want to have this baby with you. If you want it too."

Y/N's head snapped up, fresh tears forming in her eyes. "What? Did I say something wrong? Are you okay?" I immediately questioned in worry, making her crack a smile.

"No." She mumbled, wiping her eyes with the sleeve of her (my) hoodie. "I just- I'm shocked, but so so happy that you're not gonna leave me."

"Baby, I would never. You are the highlight of my life and as life changing as this is, I'd be stupid to let you go over it just because I'm scared."

She grabbed my hands. "I'm scared too. But, we can, like, figure it out together. Okay?"

"I'd love that." I chuckled, kissing her lips softly. Y/N melted again, I did the same as my arms wrapped around her waist. "I'm sorry for earlier."

"Don't be." Y/N kissed my lips a couple more times before pulling away. She smiled innocently while twirling my hair between her fingers. "But you broke the picture frame of us so buy a new one before I break you next."

My eyes widened as I rapidly nodded, making Y/N chuckled and rest her head on my chest. She pressed her ear up to where my heartbeat was. "Is it beating fast?" I asked.

"A little. Don't stress, baby. We'll figure things out together. I promise not to leave if you do too."

She held her pinky out for me. I hooked mine with hers. "Of course I promise. I think I would actually hate myself if I left you alone with our baby."

Y/N let out a cute snort, running her hands up my neck, cupping it ever so softly. "I really love you, Jenna."

"And I really love you, Y/N." I whispered back, closing my eyes when she nuzzled our noses together. "But I do have a question and if you don't want to answer, that's fine."

"What is it?"

I hesitated at first. "What did you mean about having another abortion?"

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