Nothing. That was what you felt for the next six years while you were beaten, caged, trained to fight, and taught how to be the perfect submissive wife who will die for her husband. You failed here and there, resulting in your hair being cut or severe beatings that would render you unconscious. But the one thing that crossed your mind when you crossed two thresholds of being a ninja, then a third at a young age, was being complimentary, just like Rock Lee said you could be. You wanted to see him again just once and tell him he was right. You were free. So you failed some things on purpose while you did the bare minimum for others, all so you could practice at night and be stronger in secret.
You were never going to let anyone treat you like a slave again, which you were right now like a wild animal that needed to be tamed. You were muzzled like a wild animal and left outside for days in the sunlight and, in the sheer cold of the winter's night, forced to sit in the same spot, or you would have to stay outside longer. The light in your eyes, however, was dull, almost nonexistent because Lee was the only one who ever treated you like a real human being, not some kind of animal that needed to be trained.
You wanted to know what love was like, but most importantly, you wanted to know what Lee's kindness felt again. Today was the start of the chunin exams, and your family would be watching for two reasons. The first reason was to find a bodyguard even though you weren't a government official's daughter. Your family made a lot of income that could rival the government now. Your business runs through all the countries now, making you a target. The second reason was to see which country your father wanted to cut ties with. The weakest ones would get cut, and they would lose their investments.
You were walking by your father's side while your two brothers were laughing and joking around, which was something they always did. You weren't allowed to become; you were a girl and second the oldest child. Your family also treated you like a pet because you are a girl, even as far as making you eat off the floor on all fours. Since your mother was submissive and obeyed everything your father asked of her, she was never hurt, unlike you. She never defended you in any way and did everything your two younger brothers asked of her. Because in your family, the men were the bosses, and the girls had to be pretty, elegant, and submissive to every desire of the men. If they wanted you to dance for them, you had to dance. If they wanted you to cook or to clean up after them, you had to do it. You were banned from eating at the table unless you were out in public or if he had friends over to make him look like a great father when he wasn't. During the very final exam, you were going to run for it and finally be free. That was your plan, and you waited a long time for the taste of freedom.
Your mother watched as your brothers played around. You were covered head to toe in a silk cover to hide what you looked like except your eyes so you could see. It highlighted your eyes but nothing else since it hid your developing curves, chest, and everything except your feet, which were in hot boots.
"I will practice even harder so I can be a chunin! I will make Sensi Guy proud of me!" You heard a boy yell while your father wasn't paying attention since he was happy seeing his boys trying to knock birds out of the sky with only their Chakra.
The boy who seemed to be in a rush to go to the exams bumped into you, causing you to fall to your knees.
"My deepest apologies! I didn't mean to knock you down!" He said you were more or less forced to stay down until you got permission to stand up again.
"You can stand up. What is the big idea of touching my daughter? Are you trying to sleep with her?!" Your father growled as the poor boy had no idea what was happening.
"No! I just have to go to the chunin exams. I'm running late due to my training!" He said as his face turned bright red.
You looked at him closely and realized it was Lee. He had grown up so much that it almost made you want to cry because you missed it all. You wanted to say something, anything, to make him recognize you, but you were frozen in place. You were so severely abused now that you didn't know if anyone would want you, even as a pet.

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Fanfiction* Due to them deleting my first book due to violating company guidelines, even though my book has been on here for two years, they deleted it and all of the content I worked on. so 250k reads gone. It will be fun to see how fast this book will be ta...