Fighting For The Doctors Affection (Manxman)

Fighting for the Doctors Affection: Chapter Six

Good Night, Morning, and Afternoon jitterbugs. This chapter has been giving me problems to update the thing. Ive tried everything so if its still bunched together let me know and ill delete it and try again tomorrow since its giving me so much trouble.

Dedication goes to: just1morestory- Lol lets see if you can see why.

Song of chapter is: Tori Kelly Bottled Up. 

Anyways thanks for all your support with Mtaps and this one Jitterbugs yall are amazing.

Tiggermazz

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Athiss took a slow and gentle breath as he started to panic, it felt as if he couldn't breathe. He wasn't sure what was going on, or why. As he opened his eyes he was astonished to see that all that met him was white. Everything was white, it made him feel as if he was caged like some kind of wild beast. That moment right there made him know that he was truly and utterly alone.

Slowly biting his lip Athiss fisted his hands together as he laid them down onto the mattress under him. Gently letting his head fall down to his hands Athiss wondered: Why was he in this bed, when there wasn't anything wrong with him? He was healthy, he was fine.

Quickly making his hands relax Athiss slowly pushed his body up so that he was in a sitting position. As he moved his body called out, it didn't like the assertion that he was making it go through. But at the moment he didn't care, something felt off to him. Athiss knew that he would get to the bottom of this even if it was the last thing that he did.

As soon as he was sitting up, Athiss allowed his eyes to take in the room that he found himself in. Blinking quickly Athiss groaned as his eyes went from one corner to the next. He hated that all he saw was white, the blinding white that made your eyes hurt. He hated it. 

Why did it have to be white, that colour made his skin crawl. It made his heart ache with loneliness and bitterness. What was wrong with him, why wasn't he good enough for anyone?

Taking a deep breath Athiss wondered if this was what people meant when they said that they saw the white light? If that was the case he didn't want it. It made his skin crawl with how cold and bitter this place seemed. Slowly licking his lips Athiss shivered as he could hear voices.

Quickly tilting his head Athiss stared wide eyed at the empty space. He didn't understand where these voices were coming from especially since the room he was in was completely void of any existence except for his. Slowly bringing his tongue back into his mouth Athiss wondered: "How could these voices be reaching me?"

Timidly lifting his hand up Athiss noticed that his usually light caramel skin was glowing white. Quickly biting down onto his lip Athiss allowed his eyes to blink rapidly before slowly letting the tender flesh go as he did he screamed. Just as the scream broke free he heard it the subtle sound of a baby crying.

Athiss sighed loudly as he whispered: "I hate seeing and hearing a baby's cry. It brings back so many memories, ones that I don't need nor want."

Slowly licking his lips Athiss wondered: Why did this one cry send a jolt to his heart? The heart that had been shattered time and time again. The heart that he knew wouldn't be able to take much more before it stopped working completely.