Fighting For The Doctors Affection (Manxman)

Fighting For the Doctors Affection: Chapter Thirty-Two

A/N: Hey jitterbugs, here is the next chapter. I hope that yall like it i started it and finished it in four hours. So tell me what you think. Im sleepy right now, but im so glad I got this done. I really hope that yall enjoy this..

Dedication  goes to: FUJOSHIforlife ( your comment Helped me know how i should start this chapter so thank you).

Song of chapter is: Christina Aguilera- empty words

Image is of Athiss parents house (Just so you all Know)

Thanks for sticking with me XOXOXO

Tiggs

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Vaughn eyed the man that was nestled in his arms, as if he had finally found the piece that he had been missing all of these years, as the smaller man cuddled into his arms. All he wanted to do was holler: "I've been waiting right here to me noticed by you my love."

Taking a deep breath of air, Vaughn went to open his mouth when he heard: "Why does it have to hurt being around you? Why did you choose her over me, over us, and everything that we were trying to achieve? Was I not good enough? Do you like so many others? Do you prefer everyone over me?"

Quickly wrapping his arms around the fragile man in his arms Vaughn swallowed hard as he whispered into Athiss ear, making sure that he heard every word that was uttered. "I have been waiting right here for you to come back into my arms, to find the key that was always yours."

Not even a second later, Vaughn felt cold from the loss of contact.

As he eyed the small man sitting next to him he watched as Athiss jaw ticked but before he could say he was sorry for whatever he had done words hit him like a tons of bricks. "Always mine, are you serious right now Vaughn? You were never mine! You were the producers', the production staff's, the other porn stars' and Hell you were even of those that went out and bought that filth, the filth that allowed your ass to cheat on me."

Biting his lip Vaughn wanted to interrupt the man, but the looks he was giving him kept him still and silent in his seat. Just as he went to reach forward his husband stood up and placed his hands on his waist as his voice rose higher and higher. "Don't you fucking touch me. Don't lie to yourself Vaughn. This relationship, or what you want to believe is one was always with everyone else. It was never you and I. Not to mention you couldn't even walk away from a job that was destroying us when you claimed to LOVE me. So how was this key you speak of only mine? Tell me, how was it mine? Because from where I was sitting it was everybody's and anybody's, all they had to do was ask you for it."

Slowly staring forward he whispered: "I'm sorry love. I'm so sorry. I never meant to make you feel as if everyone else was more important, that our relationship meant nothing. It honestly meant everything it's just, that I was never sure on how to show you. I know that I've made some mistakes, but I'm only human Athiss, no one is perfect not even you. We-"

But before he could finish he heard: "Oh believe me Vaughn, I know I'm not perfect because if I was I wouldn't have married you. I wouldn't have put up with all your shit, and I would have stayed far away from the man that used to bully me because he was afraid of looking in the mirror and seeing well what I look at every day. But you know what Vaughn, you can't always run. You can't continue to blame everything on everyone else. I don't, I know I've made mistakes. I know that I've done things that most likely wouldn't be looked upon with a smile. There is always prejudice when it has to do with something people don't like, but you know what? I wasn't fucking people for a living, and I sure as hell didn't fall in love and produce a child with anyone else now, did I? It has always been you, no matter how much I hate it. It is. When I close my eyes, you're there. When I open them I'm wanting you. But you know what? It's not fair to me, how can it be when you would rather-"