Fighting For The Doctors Affection (Manxman)

Interview With Vaughn

Soo, I was bored and Have been thinking about doing this for awhile and so here it is. I hope Ya'll like it. And here soon, the chapter will be out. Not sure when but yeah. Anyways I hope everyone has a wonderful Saint Patrick's day.

Tiggs.

Well good morning Mr. Kalil, My name is Isabelle,how are you on this wonderful day?

V- I am pretty good. But call me Vaughn Eh, Mr. Kalil is my Father?Getting older is always a magical time wouldn't you agree?

I- Oh so today is your birthday?

V- Yep, I was born on Saint Patrick's day March 17th, and No my favorite color is not green before you ask.

I- Chuckles' You seemto be at ease, so did you get anything you wanted for your birthday?

V- Well i did get things. Just not the one thing that I wanted.

I- Oh and what did you want?

V- Well I thought that was pretty obvious, I want my Husband. That is all i want for my birthday but i know that wont happen.

I- Oh why not?

V- Because i screwed up and now we are no where near being able to talk nicely or even be in each other lives like that.

I- Well if you love him, why not just call him and tell him that you miss him and love him?

V- Blushes' Its not that easy. I dont understand why people think that it is. Its not.

I- Im sorry, I do believe that its that Easy. Why not just pick up the phone and tell him that you miss him and Love him. Im sure he wouldn't just ignore you.

V- Raises brow' can we talk about something else please?

I- Sure. The last time we saw you, you were back home in Idaho and dealing with Laylia and things, what have you been up to since then?

V- Smiles' I've been getting my life under control. And believe me it wasn't as easy as people make it seem. People make it seem like just because you want to change you can. It takes steps, and sometimes there are set backs that no one can foresee and right now i can say this i haven't had any relation with anyone for one month. I know that doesn't seem long- but for me it is. And honestly I feel better about myself. I am finding out that I can go without getting laid, if i put my mind to it.

I- Wait a minute are you saying that you the all mighty porn star haven't had any relations with anyone?

V- Raises brow' Why do you seem so surprised? Anyone can go without it. Besides i have a very big reason for doing that. And that reason is changing myself, and getting myself back to the person that I could look in the mirror and be happy that hes staring back at me. And for the first time in many years I am happy with the me that I am.

I- So what are your plans for the coming months, and how do you plan to deal with Laylia and your possible kids?

V- My plans for the coming months are simple keep on the path that I am going, and stay sober and sex free. After all I know now that I lost something precious, and for what? Just so that my ego could get feed and get bigger and bigger. I dont know what the future holds but one thing is for sure I will fight for what I want with everything that I have in me. As for Laylia and those kids, If they are mine ill stand up and be what they need. But if their not than I dont know what to tell you.

I- Do you think that Athiss would take you back if those kids any of them are yours?

V- No, I know he wouldn't take me back. A that's why a huge part of me hopes they are not. He will not budge on that. I know him to well, and when he puts his mind to something he always means it. I just wish that I could go back into the past, and change all of that. If I could I would go back and erase it, erase every hurtful and cheating thing that I did. I wish that I could see how much pain I was inflicting on the person that I said I loved. And truth be told, I am not sure I knew back then what love was, and now that I am about to lose it I believe its finally clicked. You know the saying You dont know what you have until its gone?

I- Wow, you seemed to have changed, matured even what set this off? and that quote have you heard the end of it?

V- Matured? Are you saying that I wasn't mature before? and no, I dont believe I have heard the end of it. Mind sharing?

I- Well I didn't mean that you weren't mature; what i meant was ... Okay no that is exactly what I meant, your actions they way you presented yourself wasn't a mature man, no it was man stuck in a boys body, scared if im being honest. One that didn't know what love was and was afraid of having someone who loved you. Honestly Athiss put up with more than I would have. Your butt would have been gone out of my life long before all of this happened. But that is just me, I guess that shows everyone just how much he Loved you. And the end of that saying is this Truth is, You knew what you had, You just thought you'd never lose it.

V- looks out into distance' I guess all of what you said is true. Picks up phone scrolling through pictures before pinching bridge of nose whispering' I really messed everything up.

I- Well it looks like you are on the right path Vaughn so Im sure everything will work out.

V- I really hope so. Looks at the time is there anything else you wanted to know? I have some things I need to do today.

I- Um No, that was all I had. I hope you have a wonderful, fun filled birthday Vaughn.

V- Thanks, I hope so too. Have A wonderful Day.