Fighting For The Doctors Affection (Manxman)

Fighting For The Doctor Affection: Chapter Fourteen

Hello Jitterbugs, here it is the chapter. Its honestly shorter than the normal ones. But not by much, its only cause i decided to leave it off where i did so we can pick it back up in the next chapter. There is a reason for that. Anyways i hope that yall enjoy it. As much as i did writing it. If there is any problems with the chapter let me know, ive been trying to update it for awhile now.:(

Dedication goes to: hattiec (thanks for all your lovely comments and votes and for giving this story and the last one a chance.

Song of chapter is: Maroon 5- Not coming Home.

have a wonderful day,

Tiggs

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Athiss swiftly moved from the couch, he knew that if he stayed sitting next to the man that he still loved he would want to reach over and smack the living shit out of him. After all it was now clear as day to him that the man that he loved didn't love him, and he wasn't sure if the man ever did.

It was always like this, him wondering if the man he would have given the world to loved him. But now he was certain he didn't. Because if he did he wouldn't have been able to continue laying with Laylia after he left.

Athiss didn't care how the man phrased it. It was love, not just sex. And that alone made him boil with anger. All he wanted to do was run away from here. But this was his home, his life so the one that needed to leave was the man that he loved. Not him.

Blinking quickly Athiss knew that the reason he had lost was because she could give him kids and a life free to hide behind. But he couldn't. He could never give Vaughn the kids that he seemed to want. No matter how much he wished he could, he couldn't.

But now he wasn't sure he even wanted kids with this man. Not that it was even on the table. All Athiss wanted was to move on from this. But like always life always seemed to throw a wrench in his plans.

Maybe it would be easier for him if he just told Vaughn that he had moved on. That whatever they had was in the past. After all it could really be too late. No matter how much Athiss wanted the man in his life, he knew that this infatuation with this man wasn't healthy.

He needed to move on. Just as he made his way across the room he felt Vaughn's fingers wrap around his wrist and without thinking he turned around and smacked Vaughn's hands off of him. He was done letting the fucker to touch him, to manipulate him.

Athiss knew that even if he loved Vaughn, he was no one's play thing, no one's second choice. He had more pride than that.

And the sooner that Vaughn realized this the better it would be for everyone. Quickly reaching his hands up Athiss wiped the tears away so that he could stare at vaughn with clear alert eyes. But he knew that the tears would continue to come.

He hated that they would. As it showed Vaughn that he cared, it showed that the man still had a hold on him.

Taking slow and gentle breathes Athiss went to open his mouth when he heard " Please don't go, I love you Athiss."

As soon as those words reached his ears Athiss eyes hardened as he crossed his arms. The tears suddenly all dried up. Love - Ha, this fucker wouldn't know love unless it was a ten inch snake with something dripping from the tip.That was all the love that Vaughn knew.

He didn't understand what real love meant. And it took being away from the man for Athiss to figure this out.

So slowly licking his lips Athiss opened his mouth " No Vaughn you don't love me. You can't possibly love me if you could continue doing what you did by fucking that bitch. And by you fucking her, no making love to her that many times tells me that you never loved me. So why don't you do us both a favor and walk out of my room, my house and my life for good this time. I don't have time for your silly games. I need a man not a child. I don't need someone who is scared of whom they are. I don't need someone who thinks they can play with my emotions and my heart. You are nothing but a sex addict Vee-Vaughn. And yes, I know that we had sex. I know it was my mistake for teasing you with that knowing how you are. But I couldn't help it. I finally had you in my sights and so i wanted to feel you even if just one last time. I know i'm not perfect but I will say this at least I don't go around fucking anything and everything with legs and an ass then come back to you uttering complete shit like I still love you. That is a lie and you know it too. So get out of my face."