Fighting For The Doctors Affection (Manxman)

Fighting For The Doctors Affection: Chapter Fifteen

Here it is Jitterbugs, Chapter Fifteen. I hope that yall like it, and even if you dont. I hope that its enjoyable for you. This will be the last chapter until I post at the end of Decemeber, there is a reason for this. Because im doing something I normally dont do. But umm please bare with me. I promise it will be worth the wait. Anyways enjoy. 

Song of chapter: A1- Ill take the tears

Dedication goes to: VoakBasterd (thanks for all your comments. 

Tiggs

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Vaughn slowly wiped at his eyes, as he did he stood up and slowly made his way from the room. He couldn't believe that he had allowed Athiss to walk away from him. Especially when he had vowed that he would fight until there was nothing left.

But now he felt as if there really was nothing left. It made him feel so weak and abandoned. He wasn't sure why he felt so abandoned, but he did.

Taking a deep breath he knew that he deserved this. He still wasn't totally sure what he needed to do. After all his love had just told him that he could only stay here tonight, after that he had to be gone from here at the very least.

If he was honest with himself that stung. It stung deeper than he would like to admit. But he also knew that he wasn't about to give up. No matter how much Athiss pushed he would push back harder. He was here to fight for what he wanted and needed and that was Athiss.

No matter how many hours or miles separated them, he would still fight for Athiss for what he wanted with the man. He knew that Athiss didn't trust him, that he didn't want anything to do with him.

And that hurt, but he also knew that it was all his fault.

Why did he have to be so stupid and lie about how many time he and Laylia had done it? That seemed to be the thing that sent Athiss over the edge, the thing that seemed to piss him off more. If he was in Athiss shoes he would have done the same. All he wanted to do was to take back everything that he's done.

If he could he would in a heartbeat. After all, he hated seeing the look of hurt and betrayal plastered onto his love's face. It made his heart sting, it made him wish he could take all of the man's pain for himself.

All those emotions were enough to break him.

Slowly blinking he made his way to the room that he had been staying in. It didn't smell like heaven, like hell, or like home to him. And that thought alone pained him. He knew that he didn't have any sound reason to tell Athiss that he would fight for him, besides that he loved him. And even that to him felt like such a lame excuse.

But he knew that he would fight. He had to. He wasn't about to make the same mistake as before and allow Athiss to leave his life. No matter what he had to do, how much it would hurt. He would tackle all the pain and heartache. If it meant having Athiss in his life he would do anything.

Taking in a sharp breath Vaughn gnawed on his bottom lip as he wondered if Athiss would listen to him, or allow him back into his life and his heart. That in itself was another story altogether. He knew that he had made mistakes, so many mistakes when it came to them that he wouldn't blame Athiss if he never wanted anything to do with him ever again.

He knew that the moment his sister saw him a few moments ago everything that had transpired between them was written right there on his face. Honestly, if he could he would have tried to hide it. After all it was really none of her business what went on between them.

But she always seemed to make it her business. It was like all she cared about was the drama between them, and he hated that. He didn't want anyone to know things about them and their marriage. It should have always remained between them.