Fighting For The Doctors Affection (Manxman)

Fighting For The Doctors Affection- Chapter Three

Here you go Jitterbugs, Here is chapter three of FFTDA, sorry its a bit late or whatnot. Ive been feeling really Idk with this chapter, its like nothing i wrote was good enough. But i really like how this ones turned out. So let me know what ya think, is it good? is it bad? Anything help really.

Anyways I hope yall enjoy.

Dedication goes too:CupidWounded (thanks for always listening to my rants, and what not about this story, it really means alot to me.:)

Song of chapter is: Issues- Late.

Thanks jitterbugs,

Tiggermazz.

Fighting for the doctors affection: Chapter Three

Slowly biting his lip Vaughn pulled away from his sister. As he did the phone that he was holding started to vibrate. He didn't want to look- he didn't want to know. Because if it was Athiss he knew that his heart would break; no it would shatter. And there would be absolutely nothing that he could do to prevent it.

Vaughn slowly reached forward as he gently placed the phone into her outstretched hands. Taking slow and deep breaths Vaughn knew what he needed to do. He was just unsure how to go about it- or what to do about it.

He felt lost, unsure. And it was making him irritable.

Vaughn knew that he needed No, that he wanted Athiss next to him again. He knew that he could love him. That he could show him all the love that he needed that he wanted. Vaughn knew that he could now give Athiss all the love that he should have given him before.

Slowly exhaling Vaughn whispered "Athiss, I love you. I always have, and most likely always will. Come back to me."

"I was so stupid, so naive to let you go."

"I was so damn stupid, to let you slip through my fingers. I know that it's too late to be regretting it now.

"But FUCK, I'd do anything if it meant you giving me another chance. Just one more fucking chance is all that I am asking for."

"Anyone with eyes, knows that I don't deserve another chance."

"But fuck I want it- No I need it. I need it more than I need to breathe. Because without you I'm nothing; without you I'm worse than trash."

Vaughn slowly reached up as tears cascaded down his cheeks. He knew that he shouldn't be regretting it now. But he couldn't help it. Hearing Athiss voice had made things so much clearer now.

That he couldn't help but think "Why was he regretting what happened now?"

Why couldn't he have regretted it then- Regretted it when he had a way to get the man that he loved back. He didn't like regretting things now, not when things were so hopeless- so bleak.

Vaughn quickly brought his hands up to wipe at the tears. It hurt to think that he may never get the man that he still loved back. And all because he wouldn't give up his profession. Biting his lip Vaughn slowly made his way to the door, but before he could open it he heard "Keep your head up Vaughn, things may seem bleak but not all is lost."

Shaking his head Vaughn thought bitterly "How can she say that? "

"How can she think that all is not lost? "

"What does she know?"

"She has everything that she wants within her grasps and what did he have?"