Scatter Hearts

Haunted ig

Why didn't I realize he's like Lila? That would've been easier to explain. And wrap my head around if im honest. I'm disconnecting myself from him and his soul. I cant save him. Xero is gonna die by fire.
Then everyone will finally be free. Xero isn't Riley's how didn't I see it before?
He's Z's alter. Z was the first it sounded like Xero was the first before. The alters after Z are HIS not Xero's. He's not the strongest alter in there he just took advantage of the others before they realized their power levels. Whatever happened to him to make him like this doesn't matter now he's one of those people who WONT change. -not Can't, he's capable of it he refuses to.. I can't help him. I wish I could. I do care abt him but he Will be defeated if it's the last thing I do. My husband and siblings and family in there will be free.

Although part of me does wonder what really happened to their schooling - if it had gotten the bad before or whatever. Doesn't matter now..
I will play my part and hope my family sees this so they know..
the reason im not speaking on this is not only to outwardly appear to him as I already knew- which is partially true- but also to keep in character of the stupid sister so he suspects nothing.
-I had my doubts and figured things out myself but didn't think he was like MLB Lila I more saw him as discord. No- he's irredeemable..
and yes it hurts.. he had so much potential..
Oh well. I can switch off my emotions and do what I've been doing and let Atlas be more prevalent so I can disappear and stop caring so much.

I have thought a lot abt all this.. even if the Doritos didn't do anything what happened in August before Issac came back still makes no sense. We didn't do anything.
Oh yea I know ALOT that I  haven't written down here yet. Yea uh Xero exaggerated and lied abt their situation- it was more like mine. They eat.- that was evident by Ash's facade.
Xero's tactic is weaving a little truth into his lies to make them hold better. Not only has he tell me this indirectly but I've also done this.
They don't get beat like they say. While yes, I heal them-they'd have had bruises or something when I picked them up ;like I did when the first shmit show happened in 2024 - they didn't have any visible wounds or injuries.
And yes they could've been getting hit and abused it can't have been as bad as they say- Yes I'm aware Issac has said so but while he's been able to tell me things and give signs behind the puppeteers back, he's also had to follow a script
Even in August although he was acting normal- as Stixs said.
and something I haven't told anyone but stixs- Again barely trust him so I only exposed very little Real tells and things off- but that way that Lilac had said that Xero had laughed after telling them he'd commit; he's acted similar once around me after attempting to or pretending to shoot himself and laughed the same as she described.
Lilac I did believe you then; I just needed proof of my own. I also had my suspicions. But I am not losing my husband and others. I will make sure xero is dead- while he's not a monster, I barely Really trust him.

Also all of them text the exact same. Aside from the animation sticks.

Also btw- Exo was completely actually oblivious to everything lol - Ik I barely believe that but if it's really true eh.
Like I said I can see through someone and their lies if I'm focused on it. They just narrowed down how much I can focus on by isolating me- if we're alone which is mostly now, I CAN ONLY FOCUS ON HIM. So he just -stupidly- made things easier for me lol.