Scatter Hearts

I hope so..

My son reached out to me today to inform me of some things that happened with them and it sounds like everything is gonna be okay which is good. Stixs says that Xane- changed his name to Zero, idk his new last name tho- is good now and stuff is getting fixed finally. I've heard as much before and while i am skeptical i certainly hope that is actually true. I do want Zero to be a better brother like Stixs says he had promised. Ig their abusers also got better and act like actual parents now? -Again still sounds weird for happening in uh.. I think like around five days if I'm wrong I'm wrong idk- I am still Reboot, btw; but its nothing to do with My family its all because of my abusers. R1ck and 3s7h3r.- Yes I am using glitch text like Z4n3 does idc.. - They're up our butt about things that don't involve them and barely believe us about the host having alters no matter how many times, how many ways i try to explain it.. She even looked up on my phone if alters are real. -Yes, btw lol- (For me, Issac, Zero, Z4n3, and now Stixs though, for some reason i think we are more than mere alters in OSDD or DID because otherwise it physically makes no sense on how we can use our powers in some capacity like I can.. I can literally make things in their headspace happen that no one in there wants to happen. I can affect their physical- i healed their broken back and bones and everything although I know THAT is only because of God and the healing powers he gave me, fr. 

Anyway, I AM having to script with these two- bc ofc nothing can be easy.. On the normie view point side of things, I went door dashing yesterday and applied to some places and tried Instacart- I love that btw it's fun. Today I might've gotten unity figured out and fixed all that's left so far for that is it completing the downloading process. It's on the computer now which is farther than i had gotten for the past few days. I'm trying to get back into reading and not stressing out like these demons are tryna make me w my abusers. 

-Also, I in fact have not heard from the publisher I sent the manuscript for TNGT at all.. Zero and I suspected I should've heard back from them in December and still, in February now, nothing..