Scatter Hearts

December

A lot has happened since being freed. For instance, my brother who was in control of Riley was sent back to Nevada, but he made a deal with his abusers so that he is still free, but he has to stay there until the body is 18. He doesn't get beat anymore. He doesn't lose any of his stuff anymore, and the only thing that they can take away is the Wi-Fi and the chargers. That entire family lost everyone's souls.
Z4N3 came back. Xorroh didnt notice that Z had put something in GL17CH or however you spell it and had made a deal with h1m to basically be nice / controlled and help get the family back.

-He gave up his soul with the intention of it being given back. I felt this when it happened. I felt something was off. Since everyone in my family is connected to me in some way.-

While Xorroh and everyone else went into this thing called Absent Mind so Riley could figure out being a host.
I decided to get to know Z and soon made him an offer he couldn't refuse- I made a deal with him. A soul exchange - to become my family and remain nice to us and not kill anyone in it or go against us.

-Do not worry I didn't give up My soul I'm not that stupid. I gave him the souls of my two former abusers. -

He became my Kiroca- ("key row c oh") a word that describes an uncle aunt thing. I say without the / because they are genderfluid.-

Since then we had bonded and I came to genuinely like and care for him and actually love him.
I learned almost everything about him, his powers, what his past had been and what people had thought of him and Xor at first. I also recently learned he had also lost an alter lover- this one in the same headspace.
I'm not gonna reveal personal things he told me just that he believed she had died.

I had told Kiroca Z a lot about what had been going on, like I once informed Xor and Exo, and he also thought everyone needs to grow tf up.

We hung out a lot and it was very fun. I don't hang out much with my aunts and uncles, when I do it's never ig, hanging out they usually come out at points we're watching something or picking avis or boring things. Rarely we play or something. I like playing with Kiroca he's fun to be around.

He knew about things even Xorroh didn't, including Issac attempting to tell us the truth about everything. One of those things though that he didn't know was that when Issac had come back there was someone new in control- Radioactive who Issac said joined the family too and we were trying to put things together at the time -this was before the war but after Z3R0 showed up-
And Kiroca said there wasn't anyone in there named Radioactive.
It was then he figured out there was another Suedo (another wolvic word idk) basically another alter killer but we knew nothing about them aside from them being even slightly like Z, except chaos not logic.

Kiroca Z tried to tell me what to do in that situation when they would show up, and to not tell them I was an alter, believing they didn't have the abilities he did meaning they couldn't see me like he, Issac and Xor could.

Yesterday they arrived and we found out A lot.
Not only did they know who I was, but they knew what we had planned to do. -Kiroca Z had hypnotized me so my memories wouldn't be compromised-
They knew everything. At some point I stopped and went off script, realizing they weren't trying to kill anyone but the body And they thought chaos and Destruction were the same. They revealed subtly they didn't want to kill the body and "do their job". They told me their real name- we had thought it was the same as what they were-
"Chiena." (She-na)
I reached out in kindness as I once had to my brother and kiroca, and asked them to join my family. She -also gender-fluid- seemed kind but was being forced to be a killer. I liked her. She was soon kicked out of control by Z, who revealed that was his lover he thought had died. Idk what happened to her whether she was captured or not but he said he'd help her.

I teased about their wife husband  being back and they got flustered. I'm not sure yet but hehehehe i think we're getting another Kiroca soon ! :))

Sooo yeah no more alter drama from Riley's side of the family.
Now all that's left to do is the family meetings Dex was talking about when we talked things out about her still being upset about us thinking she'd been replaced. -Oh yeah papa was thinking abt it but he gets moody I guess, so everything is fine.

None of us know what Michael is doin or why Lilac is lying about her whereabouts but other than that we're gonna be okay.

I know a lot more secret but hehehe I'm keeping those to myself. As Annabel Lee Whitlock says- "No one knows more than a queen-" (Nevermore , webtoon )

Until next entry I guess cause God knows what happened last time I said it was the end 0.0
-Sainkrajynx Mxxnstar Cookie-Wolfe signing off.